i loved you ~ shawn mendes

chapter 9- what happened?!

Shawn pov:

I was confused, what did i do? Was it me? What happened!

S : "Ellie was wrong?"
i putted my hand on her shoulder and she flinched.

S : " please tell me Ellie, your crying in front of me and your flinching whenever i touch you or come near you, did someone hurt you?

Ellie shot her head up when i said that! Did someone hurt her?

Ellie pov :

When shawn said 'did someone hurt you?'
I quickly looked up.

I can't, i just cant tell him. I couldn't helo but cry and flinch. My dad did the same touch me and everything. I cant tell him.

I knew shawn was questioning me, but i just cant.

E : " i...cant...tell...you"

S: " why not? Please i wont judge you"

I had to tell him, hes the one who took me to the hospital and apologised to me.

I sighned and tried to calm myself to tell him the whole story.

Shawn pov :

She said she cant tell me, but i could see in her eyes the shame amd quilt i knew she cant say. But i wanted her to know that she was safe around me so i asked her again and she finally gave in.

Ellie pov:

E : " where can i start shawn... it all started when my mom was going to her friends house for a party. Sam my older brother was out at this time so he wasnt home, it was just me and my dad. We were just generally playing tag around the house. I was about what 7 and it was really fun to play with my dad he loved me. Dad started to chase me when i went into a room to hide in and quickly shutted the door, he was calling me but i stayed quiet under the bed..."

I couldn't help it to cry remembering what he done to me. All i could do is hug into shawns shoulder and cry.

Shawn pov:

Before she could finish her story she cried into my shoulder, i had to calm her down.

S : "shhh, shhh its going to be allright. You dont have to tell me if you dont want to"

E :" i...havee..to "

She was really broken i could see it but i agreed to her to tell me what happened. I have a slight feeling of what her dad do to her...

Ellie pov:

S : "shhh, shhh its going to be allright. You dont have to tell me if you dont want to"

E :" i...havee..to "

I tried again to calm down and carried on.

E : " when it was getting over 5 or 10 mins i kinda heard dad screaming my name to get out. He must had gotten angry of i was hiding and he couldn't find me. I was still under the bed, when the door broke open. I screamed because i was so scared... he said 'their you are you've been a bad girl for hiding away from me!'. Thats when he grabbed me from my waist and threw me over his shoulders. I thought he was gonna put me down but he threw me onto the bed...i was crying and crying because he was beating me to shut up. I wasnt being quiet and he said 'thats it!' and he...r...raped me! Thats why im crying right now, you throwing me onto the bed made me remember THAT MONSTER!"

I was crying my eyes right now! My dad knew what he done to me and he sweared to me not to tell anyone or he would do it again.

He broke me! He forced himself on me! I truly hate him and mom has no clue what hes done!

Shawn pov:

I knew it! She flinched when i touched her it was obvious that someone touched her.

But her dad...

She never told me and nash when we were little. Damn i really dont know Ellie as much i think i know her...

Guuys I'm so sorry for the crappy chapter im having problems rn and its late i promise the next chapter will be better and longer
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