Invisible

Chapter 3

Today is Sunday. I am standing at my veranda watching how beautiful God's works are while drinking a glass of red wine.

Those green trees that cover the surface of the mountains like a blanket.

 The birds chirping and are like chit chatting with each other.

The sky that looks like an ocean from up above. It is so deep. 

I close my eyes and suddenly thought of something.

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"Don't pretend to know me when I do not even know myself." I suddenly uttered. Nasa restaurant kami ng mall ngayon. Cody asked me to go out with him. Ayoko sanang pumayag kaso ayaw umalis sa labas ng bahay hangga't hindi ako sumasama sa kanya. 

"Please. Nem Nem naman oh." paki usap niya sakin. He wants me to give him my consent na manligaw. 

"Ano bang nakain mo? There's nothing good in me. And again hindi mo'ko kilala." I said.

"Ang cute mo talaga kapag nagagalit at naiirita ka na. Hahaha. Bumubukabuka na yung ilong mo. Parang may lalabas na usok. Hahaha." sabi niya habang naka tingin siya sakin at nakapatong lang yung ulo niya sa lamesa.

 Na conscious naman ako sa sinabi niya and regain myself.

"At kaya nga kita liligawan diba? Kasi I want to know you more." he smiled.

 Damn! Nakakainis na. Ang kulit niya talaga. "So kailangang manligaw talaga para lang makilala mo'ko?" I retorted.

"Do you want to skip the ligawan part and be mine already?" he said with a teasing voice. There was silence. I do not know what to say. I am blushing af for Pete's sake.

 Nilapit niya mukha niya and said "I am waiting for your answer." he's looking at me intently.

"Tha.. that's not what I meant." I said. "Bakit kailangang manligaw? Hindi ba pwedeng makipag kaibigan na lang kung gusto mo'kong makilala?" I added.

He lowered his head and  said "I don't see you as a friend. You are more than that to me." 

I was stupefied. It's my first time hearing someone sounded like he's really into me.

 This is a scene wherein I could never have imagined even in my dreams.

I never thought that this would be possible.

I do not know what am I feeling right now. I don't know if this is right. I do not know what to feel. 

All I know, is that, it feels wonderful inside. Seeing someone feeling sad of not having me in their life. Seeing someone that is so eager to have me. But,

What if this is a trap...

What if he's just messing around with me.

What if I he's not really into me and someone is giving orders to him to make fun of me or to hurt me.

Just like Mindy Mcready in KickAss 2. That scene where she is supposedly go out to a date with a guy but it turned out that Brooke set things up and ditched her in the middle of the forest. Or like any other movies and love stories where the same scene is found.

"Nem Nem?" he said. I am thinking too much that I forgot I was with someone.

"Are you alright?" he added.

"Yes I am."

"No you're not. You are crying..." he said. He sound worried. 

I then touched my right cheek and he's right. I am crying... but why?