Deep Down Inside

Why Me?~

Mulan (moo-lan)

Same Day

~ " Why can't you just love me the way that i love you deep down inside?" He placed his soft finger undeneath my chin to turn my face in his direction. As he slowly moved his face towards me he uttered these words from his sexy deep voice " How don't you know i already do?"~

I ignored Chris's childish comment/ greeting as i walked down my steps and started to walk on the sidewalk to the bus stop. Only lord knew how much I wanted to freeze time and go over to Chris and kiss him and slap him in the face as well.

I'm guessing me ignoring Chris wasn't satisfying him enough because he ruffly gripped my shoulder and turned me around to face him.

"I said Hey ugly."

" And i'm ignoring you"

" You're being a bitch "

"And you're being an asshole but you see me trying to avoid you so leave me the hell alone."

"No"

"Chris why can't you be a normal freshman and LEAVE ME ALONE!" I was starting to get angry because all i wanted to do was curse him out but it was hard when he was smirking with that sexy face of his.

"Because i'm not a normal freshamn. And maybe I don't want to leave you alone!"

"Ughhh" I walk away from him trying to hurry up and get to the bus stop because i DID NOT want to have to walk to school. Luckily I made it just in time with me a little ahead of Chris and his annoying - sexy self.

His word's lingered in my head replaying when he said "....maybe I don't want to leave you alone!" I was giddy on the inside because maybe he was trying to flirt with me , but then i remembered a guy like him will never like a girl like me . I mean i didn't consider myself ugly , if anything I thought i was cute. I was 5'3 with curly brown hair that touched the middle of my back , lightskin tone, and brown big eyes with a white , pretty smile (thanks to 3 years of braces). I had medium sized boobs, (c-cup) with a little "junk in the trunk".

I shook Chris out of my head as i met my "Georgia bestfriend" Jaiya ( jiiee-ahh). She was about 5'6 with long pretty black hair. She wore these nerd styled glasses with braces.She was considered as a "no-meat-meat-on-her-bones" girl , but she had an awesome personalty wich made up for her lack of big boobs and butt.

"Heeeeey girrrl" Jaiya greets me

"Heey "

"You look mad?...is it Chris?"

I look away " yeaa"

"Girl forget about him and his rude self. he shouldn't deserve to get to your emotions like that!"

" I know , I know " Jaiya and I always had these conversation where we talk about my feelings dealing with Chris. She always gives the best advice , but she has to realize that its harder forgetting about him then actually saying it. I'm constantly around him and it's hard not wanting to fall in love with that gorgeous face !

~ 5 minutes later~]

The bus comes up to pick all the highschoolers. Most of us on the bus where freshmans because none of us could drive and either the sophmores, juniors, and seniors had friends that drive or drove their own sleves.

Chris walked up as soon as the bus pulls up and cuts infront of me just as i was about to step on the bus with his 3 other friends folllowing. They were followers because honestly those guys just liked Chris because he was popular. Jaiya gave me a warning look asking me should she beat the crap out of Chris now or later, but I just shook my head because i'm not in the mood to hear an arguement.

Jaiya and I sit in our seats in the back and start a topic to discuss and Chris throws a wad of paper at me .

Today is going to be a LONG day!

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PICTURE OF CHRIS ON THE SIDE~