Deep Down Inside

Party~

Mulan (moo-lan)

On the Bus

    ~He gave me a 12 dozen boquet of roses with one fake red rose in the middle. I was confused and looked  at him puzzled but he stopped me before i could open my mouth. "I'll love you until the last rose dies." I smiled at him with a big cheesy grin because i remembered i told him i loved that quote and wished that he would say that same quote to me one day unexpectedly. He was everything a girl could imagine right now..~

     I turned around with an exhausted look on my face because everyday me and Chris would go through this . He threw some object at my head and I turned around and yelled at him which sooner or later started in an argument. I don't know why I hoped this morning would be any different. 

   He had a dumb smirk on his face that made me so angry. He knew he got under my skin and loved every minute of it. One day i would show him that he can't get to me and that's just what I did. I turned back around and ignored him for the second time today because if i know one thing about Chris is that he hates being ignored. 

 "Mulan.....Mulan.....Big head!"

I sensed the aggravation in his voiced and laughed silently because I knew he was just boiling up inside. I know never to fight fire with fire but today was the day I felt like taking matters into my own hands and just stop entertaining his childness.

  On the other hand Jaiya was sick of him calling me and got up from the seat we were sitting in and put him in a choke hole. That's when I laughed out loud. 

  "LEAVE HER ALONE YOU JERK!"

"AHH GET OFF OF ME!" he managed to get out while he was struggling to breath. 

I felt kind of bad because Jaiya is very heeavy handed and strong so i got up from my seat and managed to pry her arms from around his neck . His "friends" were just sitting there laughing at him getting put in a choke hold by a girl but everyone knew not to mess with Jaiya because she was stronger than most males and females.

 " THAT WILL TEACH YOU TO LEAVE MY BESTFREIND ALONE YOU JERK" She walked away from him and went to the front of the bus next to the bus driver because she knew she already had atleast 2 days of detention. 

Chris's friends were telling people to delete the videos that had been recorded of Chris getting beaten up. Now they want to act like they care for him after they were laughing at him! ( SHAKING  MY HEAD!!)

~20 MINUTES LATER!~

  We had already gotten off the bus and I was right. Jaiya got 2 days of detention while Chris was trying to play off the whole incident like it didn't happen. 

 I went to my locker when i spotted Chris walking with 2 girls, Lisa and May. They were the school's biggest hoes and loved Chris. It made me sad that that wasn't me walking with Chris and all up on him but I guess you have to have patience to get what you want. 

i know what ya'll are probably thinking. "Why do you like such an asshole like him ?" or " Why won't you just move on with your life because obviously he's no good!" But Honestly through everything he puts me through he still is always on my mind. I read books, watched videos , and even prayed that things will get better and he'll change towards me but so far nothings working. I even tried moving on but every guy in my school has a girlfriend or isn't my type. 

~END OF SCHOOL~

  End of school couldnt come fast enough . I had tones of homework and there was buzz of a party hosted by Chris (OFCOURSE!) and anyone and everyone is invited. I already knew what I wanted to wear but I just wasn't sure of even going because ...well.. i just didn't want to be dissappointed and let down by not being with him. Every girl that came to that party only had one thing in mind and that was to get in his pants.

I was snapped out of my thoughts when i got a text from my gay friend Landon.

~TEXT MODE~

Landon- Hey boo

Me- Hey

Landon- So....are you going?

Me- Going where?

Landon- Don't play dumb with me Mulan. To Chris's party.

Me- Idk

Landon- What do you mean???? you need to go boo

Me- I don't want to be let down landon

Landon- Your going to that party no matter what and matter a fact im coming over 

Me - Ughh Landon don't make me do this 

Landon- no i don't want to hear it. Ill see you in a Bit

~Text mode over~

Landon sometimes is soo demanding. I wish i coud text Jaiya this but she was too busy in detention bored out of her mind. I quickly texted Aaliyah how my day was and every detail in between and started on my homework. 

Chris is known for parties on weekdays. Its his "Thing" . He's an only child so when his parents are out for a buisness trip he throwns parties immedietly the same night. He gathers a whole bunch of his friends and they get the food and invites basically the whole town. 

Living acros the street from him, you hear and see ALOT.

I'm kind of a hermit crab so I stay to myself moslty. I have never been to one of Chris's parties and i'm ind of scared of how it'll turn out. There's always POST- party gossip about what happens at his parties but i've never actually seen it with my own eyes.

  I took a break on my homework and went downstairs to make me soemthing to eeat while i waited on Landon. I was home alone and was just grateful that it wasn't any arguing between my parents or my sister. 

Kamryn was more then likely over her boyfriend's house (Micheal) and my parents were out because they left a note on the counter saying they went out.

 I turned up my ipod and listened to Jhene Aiko -Higher. I sanged to the lyrics when I heard my doorbell ring. I figured it was Landon but when i opened my door I was extremely suprised.

Chris was at my door....and with a genuine smile on his face?

~PICTURE OF LANDON ON THE SIDE!~

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