Its not happing {justind bieber}

Forgive him?

ATTENTION THERE IS A SEXUAL PART DO NOT READ IF YOU DONT LIKE THAT SORT OF STUFF!!! BUT DONT SKIPPED THIS CHAPTER IT PLAYS AN IMPORTANT PART IN THE NEXT CHAPTER

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I pulled up into the drive way I took a deep breath before getting out I wasn't exactly sure how this would go but I didn't care I wanted to see If he was up set or was it all an act to make him look good or something

I walked up to the door slowly opened it and walked in and there Justin was holding my picture in his hands crying his eyes out I gasped and dropped my keys which scared justin but when he saw it was me he ran to me and hugged me I felt the tears come down I buried my head in his neck

"Justin I'm so sorry"

"No baby don't I know it was all me I cheated and you saw I made the biggest mistake of my life I hate my self and I don't blame you if you want to leave me for Harry I don't" Justin's voice cracked as he begin to cry into my neck as I did him I just hugged him and ran my fingers though his hair

"No justin I don't i don't want to leave you justin I love you I can't stand not being with you but but why did you cheat Justin what did I do wrong to make you cheat" I pulled my self away from him tears still streaming down his face he couldn't even look at me

"I-I don't know Emily I I really just don't know I don't even like Selena I guess it was just the thought of well it was only because I thought I could get away with it for a few weeks I wanted to feel alive again but in doing that I lost you the best damn thing in my life Emily I love you so much you just don't know I'm so sorry I am babe please" justin cracked right there he fell to his knees crying I didn't know what to do

"Justin" I didn't know where to start

"You cheated on me it hurt so bad Justin we've been married for two years if you wasn't happy you could have just said something we could have tried and fixed this I-" I couldn't finish what I was going to say I just started to cry Justin looked up at me tears streaming down his face and a look of guilt sorry and heartbreak he got up and just ran to me and crashed his lips to mine

"I" *kiss* "am" *kiss* "not" *kiss* "losing" *kiss* "you" *kiss*

I smiled into the kiss justin had brought me into I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him back I kissed him with everything I had in me and he did the same, justin soon picked me up off the floor and carried me to the coach and climb onto of me he moved his kiss to my neck which earned a small soft moan from my lip and he smiled against my neck

"God I've missed the sound of your moans"

I smiled at him and kissed him again he slowly pulled off my jacket and threw it and I pulled his shirt over his head then finely we where both in our underwear

Justin started to kiss me all the way down till he reached my panty line he smirked and pulled them off and kissed back up and started to kiss and suck on my neck which I moaned out his name

"Baby say my name louder" justin teased and I pulled him closer while pulling his boxers down

He slowly pushed his self into me and I closed my eyes and dug my nails into his back as he placed small and gently kisses along my neck.

With each thrust he made into me he would tell me how much he loved me and then kiss my neck

This was different from all the other times we've bad sex he didn't go fast and deep he went slowly and gently I didn't scream out his name but whispered it into his ear breathlessly and moan softly I dug my nails into his back each time he would push his self into me deeper than the time before and I arched my back in pure pleasure when he did go even deeper into me,

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Justin hugged me and pulled me closer to him and kissed my cheek I smiled

"I love you" He whispered into my ear

"I love you to"

We stayed like that for while just wrapped in each other's arms and ever so often say we loved each other and kissed and justin would slide his down between my legs and run my thigh and tell me how much he missed me moaning and saying his name and putting scratches down his back which I would laugh at

"Babe"

"Yeah justin"

"Do you like Harry"

I rolled over to face him I was shocked that he asked this

"No Justin why"

"Because a few days ago i saw a picture of you to kissing at the park and I broke down even worst than what I was Emily I saw you when you left the house when you saw us and and-" I stopped him before he could Finnish

"Justin I love you I swear with everything I do and I don't want to lose you ever again so please let's drop this and be happy again"

Justin smiled and places his hand on my cheek and kissed me

Oh how I've missed this!

I didn't remember falling asleep but when I woke up I smelt something good I got up and walked to to kitchen in one of Justin's tee's and there he was cooking

I smiled

"Hey sexy" justin smiled at me

When he herd me say that

"Beautiful"

"What are we cooking"

He smiled as I walked over and grabbed his waist and kissed his cheek

"Eggs and bacon and toast"

"Sounds good" I smiled back sat the table

After our breakfast

I looked at my phone

I had 100 texts messages from Harry and 40 missed calls from him I sighed I had to tell him why I left and that me and Justin got back together

I took another deep breath and dialed Harry's number

It rang two times before he picked up

"Emily"

"Harry I'm sorry I left yesterday like that it was rude and bitchey of me I'm sorry"

"No Emily it's ok Niall told me what he said to you I guess it kinda hurt you huh"

"Yes Harry it did and uh I need to te-"

Harry cut me off before I could even say it

"You and Justin are back together again aren't you"

"Harry"

"Don't Emily it's ok I know you love him for god sakes your married to him I really didn't know what I was thinking I mean really how stupid can I be to think me and you ever had a chance what ever Emily it was fun while it last bye Emily" Harry hung up I felt the tears in my eyes I've never herd him that mad and sad at the same time I felt terrible like a slut I didn't know how to feel should I go see him or just leave him be? I didn't know but I didn't really care for him right now he was mad and I was going to leave him be..

what me and him had I'm pretty sure it was love because I never got butterfly's like that till he came into the picture i don't know but i will go talk to him tomorrow I had to I didn't want to leave if at This not being friends