Harry’s POV
Wait.. is she expecting me to not use a condom? “Next time.” She says while smiling. “Alright” it’s too soon actually. I mean I don’t want to use her. She stood up taking her clothes to the dresser. “I’m sorry” I say covering my face and laying back again to the bed. “It’s too soon actually. The time will come. Haha” she said taking some pajamas out of the dresser. “Yeah I don’t want to take advantage of you to be honest.” I confessed receiving a smile from her. “I can’t believe you are going” she said while walking towards me and wrapping her arms around my neck. “Yeah. It won’t be that long. I’ll be here for your birthday” I said holding her waist and bringing her closer to me. “I hope” she said leaning in for a kiss. I continued the move by kissing her. “I'll miss you” she said through the kiss. “And I'll miss you more” I said while continuing the kiss.
-4 days later-
Daniella’s POV
Harry left, which made my days even worse. I have nothing to do. He called, yes but he’s ‘busy’ all the time. So we’ve basically just say ‘hey’ ‘I how is it going’ ‘ttyl’ and so on. Tbh the days have gone faster than what I’ve thought. I have gone to Priscilla’s house and stayed at home. “Which one?” Nadya asks as I get out of my thoughts. “Erm. The black one” I say pointing out at the black tank top on her right hand. “okay” she simply states, rushing back to her room. I laid back in bed scrolling through my feed. “Nothing” I sigh. There’s nothing interesting going on. Everyone has been so quiet lately. I haven’t heard from any of my relatives/friends. I suddenly fall asleep.
Nadya’s POV
“Is she sleeping?” Finn asks as he follows through the hallway of the apt. “Yeah, she is” I say revising the door of her room, which she left open. “Oh. Has he been calling her?” he asks referring to Harry. “Kind of” I say as I start to head downstairs “but she isn’t bad about it at all. She is just tired.” I continued “Are you sure?” he asks. “Yeah, she’s been the one ‘jet lag’ in this situation. I mean she was up all night trying to contact him.” I state as I walk towards the main door. “That’s sad.” He laughs “It’s not funny..” I say as I start laughing. “Shut up” I playfully punch his arm as we walk outside the door.
-One week later-
Harry’s POV
“I came to fix this up. I don’t want people to think we are together again. And look how it’s going!” I shout making her jump. “You started it” she simply says walking out of the room picking her shirt up of the floor. “Fuck” I say to myself.
“What am I even going to do now?!” I shout. “Fuck yourself. Asshole” she fired back while exiting the room, throwing something to the bed, next to me. I laid back in bed covering my face with my hands. What have I done? **Ring ring** “WHAT NOW?” I shout picking the phone not even wondering who it was. “What?” I ask
“Harry?” a familiar voice asks.
“Who is this?” I ask recognizing the voice.
“Oh my God.” She says disappointed.
“Oh, babe sorry. Hey” I say expecting her to give in.
“Hey.” She says, pissed.
“Are you okay? How have you been.?” I ask calming myself by hearing her voice.
“Who? Me? Well.. I’M feeling ‘terrible’. Alone, sad. Now you tell ME how have you been?” she definitely pissed.
“I-I’ve been doing well” I shutter.
“Oh. Cool.. How’s Ashley doing?” she fires, which made my heart stop.
“Uh-h babe-e I well-“ I’m a complete idiot, yes.
“No need to explain. I already know enough” she says. I can hear her crying from the other line.
“Daniella I’m sorr-“ she cut me off.
“Don’t even say it. I'm done.” She cuffs.
“but-“ I try to talk. But she cuts me off.
“NO. I don’t want to hear you anymore. Please don’t you ever come into my life again. I've been trying to talk to you and all you do is ignore me, sorry that you're too busy fucking you 'friend' "She hangs up.
Daniella’s POV
I hang up throwing my phone onto the wall. I can’t believe he actually did this. Hooking up with a girl, which no one even knows. And he didn’t even bothered to tell me. If he would’ve told me I would forgive him at least but he didn’t, and that breaks me inside. “Dani?” I hear Nadya knocking the door. I slowly open the door without saying a word. “Oh gosh” she whispers. I lean myself against the wall covering my mouth with one hand while placing the other one in my stomach. I started crying harder sliding myself down to sit. Covering my face my. “It’s okay, he is pathetic. You’ll find someone who actually likes you.” She preach. “It’s not like that. I was actually falling for him. And that’s really hard for me. You know it.” I nearly shout, making her annoyed. “I’m sorry. You know that I’m fucked up. Can you like leave me alone. Just don’t mind about me for once. I can do this. Alone.” She nods, and goes away. She isn’t pissed I know. I walked to the bathroom without her noticing me., locking the door behind me. I just have a solution.
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“Where are they?” I asks myself. Searching through the drawers in the bathroom. “here” I say again. Finding the small metal piece, hidden in the corners of the drawer. I take it sitting myself on the floor. Taking a deep sigh before making another step. I nearly shouted as the metal piece went through my wrist, letting the usual red liquid out of it. This is my solution, my way of relieving stress, it just makes me feel better. I continued “This is for every time I fuck things up, for being so stupid, for falling for someone, for thinking that you actually had a second chance in life…” the cuts were so deep that within seconds I was unconscious.
A/N: SO so so so sorry for not posting. Right now im in the middle of a mountain. literally. I've been really busy lately you know family trips etc.
Happy new year! christmas and birthday if its your birthday soon or already happened you know. Hahaha. comment? vote? xoxo
