A few minutes passed and we are still in the hospital waiting for a prescription for me. Since we left the room Harry hasn’t said a word.
“Daniella.. Well looks like you haven’t had one of these lately, but you’ll have to be very careful because there are many possibilities of it happening again. I recommend you to get rid of whatever caused you this. Here are some pills that will help you decreasing the amount of possible attacks.” He said handing me the pills. I just nod to what he said while listening carefully.
“Just take one per day, you’ll have to come to an appointment in two months alright?” he asks.
“Yeah” I simply respond while waving goodbye and thanking him.
As we walked to the car I notice Harry looking at me.
“What?” I mutter
“Can we talk please?” he pleads. I shake my head no.
“There is nothing to talk about Harry” I say as I sit on the passenger seat. “Babe you know there is a lot to talk about. Please hear me out.” He says locking the car doors.
“I know I reacted a bit off, but please forgive me. I’m sorry I pushed you, I’m sorry I talk to you like that. I’m also sorry that I caused all of this. I-I just..” I try to unlock the the door but it doesn’t seems to work. I try again and again, no result.
“Hey, hey stop it’s alright if you don’t want to talk about it.” He silently says. I take a deep breath attempting to calm myself. “I just have anger issues.. slightly but I kind of do.” He says I look at him as he continues to talk. “When someone mess with something that I own, or not own love. I just can-“
“Don’t say that” I cut him off.
“Don’t say what?” he asks.
“Don’t say something you love because you know that’s not the case here. You just feel forced to say that you love me but you actually don’t. You might like me but not love. Don’t say you love me when you actually don’t know what exactly you feel for me, because every time you say it I’m the one who falls in love more and more. Guess what it’s a lie. I think this happened too fast, we don’t really trust in each other. I-I just-“
“Please don’t tell me you are breaking up with me” he says. I sigh and laugh.
“Hell no, that’s not what I’m doing. Didn’t you just hear what I said? They say just make him laugh for him to fall for you but the one who falls for you is me. I really hate you because of this you know that don’t you?” I ask my eyes starting to tear up.
“B-because what?” he asks.
“Because I love you. And now I mean it.” I say as a tear rolls down my face.
“Really?” I nod.
“Well you don’t know what I’m exactly feeling too. So don’t go around saying I don’t love you. Because I’m sure what I’m feeling right now it’s called love.” He says as I smile.
“I love you Daniella, and now I mean it too.” He says cupping my face and kissing me slowly. I love how our lips feel together, how the fit perfectly into one another. I smile between the kiss at the thought of him really meaning it.
“I love you Harry” I say kissing him again.
