He's An Alpha. I'm A Rogue. We're Mates.

The Truth Of Why They Attacked - Chapter 6

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~ I'm dying to catch my breath ~ Oh why don't i ever learn
~I've lost all my trust though ~ i've surely tried to ~Turn it around~

~ Can you still see the heart of me? ~  All my agony fades away ~ When you hold me in your embrace

~ Don't tear me down  ~ For all i need ~  Make my heart a better place ~ Give me something I can believe
~ Don't tear me down  ~ You've opened the door now ~ Don't let it close

~ I'm here on the edge again  ~ I wish I could let it go ~ I know that I'm only one step away ~ From turning around ~


~The Truth Of Why They Attacked~

I stood in front of the bathroom mirror and fought back tears as I stared at my own reflection in horror. An ugly purple bruise was spreading across my cheek, my eyes were red and puffy from crying the clothes Sebastian had given me were caked in the blood from my arm. I lifted the shirt over my head and was faced with a huge black bruise covering my side I hissed in pain as I touched it lightly.

"This is why I hate wolves" I whispered to myself a lone tear escaping my eye, I stripped down and stepped into the steaming shower. I sighed in bliss as I let the hot water pelt my back. I bit my lip hard as tears threatened to spill, how the hell had all this happened to me in a matter of days, I'd lost my parents and grown to be afraid of wolves, I'm a rouge and I'm mates with some big shot alpha that kind of terrifies me deep down somewhere past my wolf telling me how amazing he is. I slid down the wall of the shower and curled into a ball as sobs wracked my chest. The water turned a murky red / brown colour washing away the days events,

"god" I whispered into my hands "what the hell am I doing here? Why didn't I just do what Ethan said? How stupid could I possibly be?" I asked myself as I stood up shakily leaning against the steamy tiles for support I took a spicy smelling body wash from the shelf and spread it over my body trying to get rid of the smell of blood that covered me, I sighed and used the mens shampoo that smelt exactly the same. After what felt like hours I finally stepped out of the shower wrapping myself in a huge fluffy towel.

I walked out into the bedroom to find it empty with a pile of clothes and a bag of toiletries "thank god" I muttered picking up girls clothes in my size, pulling on a pair of purple jeans, a ruffled grey singlet and a leather jacket I frowned at my reflection,

"time for change" I muttered under my breath grabbing the credit card,

ripping a piece of paper from a notepad I scrawled across it

Hey Sebastian,

Gone out for a bit of girl time be back before dark

Chrissy.

I dumped the note on the bed and jumped out the window. Running through the forest at top speed I caught the scent of the main road

"awesome' I mumbled to myself half grinning as I looked around and spotted a hair dressers walking across the street I walked into the shop the bell twinkling lightly,

"hello dear, how may I help you today?' a middle aged lady from behind the counter asked smiling softly,

"uh-hey, I wanted my hair dyed and cut if thats okay?" I asked

"yes sweetheart, come right this way" she said smiling sweetly, I cringed slightly and followed her.

"now what is it that you wanted done?" she asked after I had sat in the chair,