Camren: Gut Feeling

Camren

 Ok, So this is my new Camren Fic. I highly suggest that you watch the video to get in the mood, for the story. For each part of the fic I will try to Post a video so you can watch if you want. :) I hope you enjoy it! Thankyou! :)

~Kat~

Camila

God I have to go to a group meeting in an hour with the group and see Lauren.

How am I going to look her in the eye? I can't believe that I told her that her and Keaton shouldn't be together.

Of all the things I could have said to her.... I should have focused on trying to get her to like me more instead of screwing it up, God.

I was laying on my bed trying to resist calling up Dinah and telling her I wasn't feeling good. She would tell that I was lying, she could always tell.

Probably because she always had to babysit. No choice but to get up. Even if I could skip it, I wouldn't be able to skip tommorow, Our Big XF USA return.

Alright, getting up. I have to at least look like I've not been crying for half the night. Getting up I launched myself into self make over mode. Eye Shadow applyed, 

Eyeliner getting there, Lip gloss next, Earrings going on soon, Shoes already on. OK, so maybe some blush to, never can go without it. Bows were stacked high on my desk and well it was hard to decide, but I concluded in a blue polka dotted one that would match the Minnie Mouse style I was rocking. I think I looked cute, and innocent. I was looking for innocent. I couldn't get out of my head the look of disappointment and hurt I had gotten out of Lauren's face, It was soon followed by anger. It came from My heart though, I really truly believed that he was bad for her. I try-ed reasoning with myself and trying to find reasons to think he was good for her but couldn't find any. I supported her for as long as I could and then one day We were alone and I needed to confide my bad feelings for him with her.

~ Flashback ~ 

" Hey baby I'm leaving this message for you. I wanted to say I had a great time last night and that I can't wait to see you tomorrow night! We are returning to the Xf! But I hope you get some sleep I know that you have been barely sleeping waiting for the information from Simon's record label.... So yeah just thought I would call! Have Sweet Dreams.. Bye.."

Click

"Hey, Camila Whats taking you so long, the movies starting and if you don't get in here you are going to miss the best part! And I'm not rewinding it.."

I was in the bathroom staring at myself in the mirror. Heart broken by the phone call. I couldn't, but I needed to. It was eating at me. I splashed water on my face, and wiped it with a towel. Alright... Here we go.

I stepped out of the bathroom.

"I'm Here.." I barely whispered as I sat down on the carpet.

"Finally!" She said grabbing my very ticklish sides.

I jumped out of her grasps and moved myself across the carpet.

Uh Oh, the worst move I could Have made. She knew right then that I was upset. Everyone in the blooming world could read my emotions, it isn't hard. But, Lauren was ultimately the best.

"Camila what...."

I tried to continue to watch the movie and act like nothing had happened and that I wasn't on the other side of the carpet far, from her.

"... What's wrong?" 

She wasn't going to let it go, and I didn't expect her to.

She asked again and again, And finally she turned the tv off and just came and sat right in front of me.