Camren: Gut Feeling

Camren: Gut Feeling Part 2

Heyyyy to you... If you read this! this is my first time writing a fanfiction. So I hope you like it! This story will hopefully be three parts to 4 parts long. As it is my first one I think I'm going to write slow as to give a goood depiction of the personalitys of the characters and everything. But thanx! :)

Lauren

I didn't know that Camila didn't like him. I guess that it would have been easy to figure out if I would have just looked past my own happiness.

Wait, What Am I saying? I wasn't the one that just killed our friendship. Wait what? God What Am I saying! Our friendship isn't over it can't be.

I exploded in her face, and I was really reckless. No one knew about me and Keatons issues exept Ally. Ally had been seeing his brother Wesley.

She had said that Keaton was more than hanging with alot of girls. Well not really girls, but women in general. I had tried to act like me and Keaton were happy,

that we actually really liked each other. It worked until, well until now. Then, Camila gives me another reason to not like Keaton. I love Camila, so so so much.I trust her judgement beyond alot of other people's. I feel like I have known her forever, I sometimes feel as if what we have is more than A friendship. But then I retreat and tell myself every reason I can fathom that It would never work, she doesn't or wouldn't  like me back, I'm with Keaton, Publicity would crash on us. 

I glance at my phone its almost ten till, and Camila still hasn't shown up. The other girls are sitting in the other room looking over clothing ideas for tonight at the x-factor USA return. I am excited, scared but excited. We have to show how big and strong you can be even if you don't actually win the show. Tate won but, sorry to say I haven't heard more than he released a single. And that, well I don't know what happened with that. No one does. The other girls seemed worried when I had stepped out saying I needed some fresh air. They knew something was going on they just didn't know what. And after what happened with Camila, it was going to stay that way.

I actually needed to step back in, I was getting more worried that Camila was going to reject me. I was sorry, I am sorry. 

I jumped off of the  big stereo I was sitting on and walked back in. We were at the x factor studio. We have everything we needed to look good and like us here. 

"Look who finally decided to walk back in.." Dinah stated.

" Yeah I think I'm good now.."

" Well would you happen to know were our missing Camila is?" Mani threw in.

"I-I don't know.. Why would I know?" 

"Because you guys have been hanging out and our best friends... Uh why else?"

"Well I haven't talked to her since yesterday, and she was fine then so I don't know.." The expression was totally telling them that I was lying they just didn't know about what specifically.

"Alright, But we have to meet up today, it's the big day!" Ally shouted with a hint of a smile in her voice.

We sat at the table and continued to glance between stage routine and dress rehearsal plans.

Were was she?!

Camila

"Hey mom, thanks for stopping at McDonald's... I am already late.. they will be happy I brought food though I'm sure..."

"Your welcome Camila, Bribe them with it.."

"Oh yeah I sure willll.."

We were getting closer and closer to the x-factor studio, and I was getting more and more paranoid.

What if she rejects me? I mean I am sorry it is her personal life. I was just trying to help her in the long run... Ok so I'm actually admitting to myself that I like her and actually more than a friend. If I tell her that after we reconcile, if we ever do.. Then she will think I just did it to get her. And that is extremely wrong and would screw us up even more, so I guess I will just have to stick it out. But I could have swore on many occasions that she has hinted at liking me even if it was very covertly. 

We were on the road that I knew were leading us straight to the x factor studio.

God here we go.