if i could fly

6

lucys pov

i sat down on lauren bed and was gently rubbing her head trying to peacefully wake her up.

"hey lauren you need wake up" i spoke softly

she groned and snuggled her head in between her pillow and my arm

"Nena despierta vamos a ver dinah" 

"cinco minutos más"

"lauren please wake up its dinah the girl you will not shut up about"

"ok im up let me change and stuff first"

"ok hurry up though and please leave the door open"

"ok"

i new she hated it when i told her to do that but im just so scared that i might loose her again.

i got pulled out of my thoughts when lauren walked out of the bathroom

"alright im ready."  she said with a genuine smile on her face i havent seen her smile like that in months

"ok lets go"

we get in the car and start driving to dinah hotel and to say im anxious is an understatement and im not even a fan of her.

lauren pov

we pull into the parking lot of the hotel and i look over at lucy and i know she is nervous i can see it in her eyes. i know what dinah said triggered her a bit i probably shouldnt have told dinah about lucys past its not something she ever talks about but i just wanted dinah to know that it wasnt ok to say that

"lucy what room" i asked her

"502"

we decided to use the stairs because i didnt want to get claustrophobic

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lucy knocked on dinahs door while speaking to me

"just breath lauren its ok."

"i-i need my thing th-the thing." furrowing my eyebrows trying to think of the word but luckily lucy new what i meant

"here and by the way its called an inhaler" she giggled

"right" as soon as i brought the mouth peace to my lips the door opened and i stared breathing heavy due to embarrassment

"hey lauren are you ok?" dinah asked

"hang on a second" lucy said and guided me away from the door

"shh youre ok" lucy said gently and took the inhaler from my hand and did it for me

"t-thank you"

"this is what im here for ok are you good now?"

"yeah"

"ok lets go meet your girl"

"shut up" i chuckle while shoving her playfully

"come on lets go kid."

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dinah and i have been getting along grate she made me feel something i have never felt before. she made me happy and i was smiling for real for the first time in months.

"hey lauren do you and lucy what to stay here tonight?" dinah asked

"um i dont know lucy?"

"i cant but if you want to i can go and get your stuff for you." lucy spoke nervously

"awwe why not?" camila questioned

"yeah lucy you were planing on staying at my house after this anyway." i pointed out

"uh i-i um s-something came up and i cant im sorry."

"lucy whats going on?"

"n-nothing ill go get your stuff ok?"

"look if you dont want to stay you dont have to lie about it lucy." dinah said

"im not lying and i am not going to stand her and get called a fucking liar." lucy yelled at us and walked out without another word.

a/n: i know a lot of you really dont care about lucy but i really like her so that is why im making her a big part of this story plus irl she is laurens best friend so i think it makes sense that she is in it there will be a lot more laurinah im just not there yet. i hope you guys like it so far im aware it feels more like a laucy story but just wait. :)

ps. sorry for any mistakes