"hellllooo everybody i am here with a special guest dinah jane how are you?"
"i good how are you?"
"im good... now hows the happy couple you guys still going strong?"
"never better... i mean my whole life i always thought i would never find someone.. and when my brother passed away i just blocked that part of me off until i met lauren and i just fell in love."
"i do want to touch on your brother if thats ok... today was the 1 year anniversary of his death i mean how are you holding up?"
"it dosent get easier i can tell you that he was so supportive and im still angry with myself that i never noticed him falling off the edge. it kinda feels like he was holding on for dear life and i was just watching him struggle."
"how did he pass?"
"he-- ah he killed himself... im want to explain what happened because i never have before so im just going to say this could be a bit of a trigger warning for some of you so mute it or walk away for a minute... *cough* *lauren* *cough*." i said as the interviewer laughed at my ending statement.
"ok basically he ah s-slit his wrist and overdosed with antidepressants. and we found him 3 hours later." i said as i wiped the tears away
"im so sorry for you loss dinah.. i lost my brother a few yeas ago i i can tell you it is not your fault ok?... thats all for today have a good day dinah." he said politely and shook my hand and we left the interview.
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lauren
i love you
dinah
i love you to baby
lauren
how are you
dinah
it hurts but im ok
dinah
i will be once i go home
lauren
do you really think its your fault?
dinah
sometimes i wonder if i could have saved him
dinah
if i would have noticed maybe he could feel less alone
lauren
thats the thing about depression dinah
lauren
you could be in a room filled with foes and faces who understand you and still feel alone.
dinah
i guess you right
dinah
im going to go to bed i really just dont want to talk anymore today
lauren
i understand baby i love you... goodnight
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