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"hellllooo everybody i am here with a special guest dinah jane how are you?"

"i good how are you?"

"im good... now hows the happy couple you guys still going strong?"

"never better... i mean my whole life i always thought i would never find someone.. and when my brother passed away i just blocked that part of me off until i met lauren and i just fell in love."

"i do want to touch on your brother if thats ok... today was the 1 year anniversary of his death i mean how are you holding up?"

"it dosent get easier i can tell you that he was so supportive and im still angry with myself that i never noticed him falling off the edge. it kinda feels like he was holding on for dear life and i was just watching him struggle."

"how did he pass?"

"he-- ah he killed himself... im want to explain what happened because i never have before so im just going to say this could be a bit of a trigger warning for some of you so mute it or walk away for a minute... *cough* *lauren* *cough*." i said as the interviewer  laughed at my ending statement.

"ok basically he ah s-slit his wrist and  overdosed with antidepressants. and we found him 3 hours later." i said as i wiped the tears away 

"im so sorry for you loss dinah.. i lost my brother a few yeas ago i i can tell you it is not your fault ok?... thats all for today have a good day dinah." he said politely and shook my hand and we left the interview.

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lauren 

i love you

dinah 

i love you to baby 

lauren 

how are you

dinah 

it hurts but im ok

dinah 

i will be once i go home 

lauren 

do you really think its your fault?

dinah 

sometimes i wonder if i could have saved him

dinah 

if i would have noticed maybe he could feel less alone

lauren 

thats the thing about depression dinah

lauren 

you could be in  a room filled with foes and faces who understand you and still feel alone.

dinah 

i guess you right

dinah 

im going to go to bed i really just dont want to talk anymore today 

lauren 

i understand baby i love you... goodnight

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an; and now you know who dinah lost to suicide 

i hope you guys liked it let me know what you want to see next

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