When I smile it turns to rain
The blood in my veins turn blue
I think its the flue
Happiness what is it really
Ill never know
Whenever I'm happy it never last
Everyone is judging me I already know,
I want it to stop but it never does why tho,
What do I do to any of you
You hate me that's cool
Just keep my name out of your mouth,
I have things going on so I'm not worried
If your a true friend that means you suck,
Be a friend or a best friend cause if your not,
You'll never be the best man
Scared of happy thats me too
Because you'll never know what happened or will happen to you,
Why do people have to leave?
Why did cancer do this to me?
You took her from me
Bring her back, and healthy please,
These tears are real
I need her to get better
I dont think I can do this without her
~Ayanna💖
