||Ciel's POV||
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Sebastian asked, "Ciel what are you hiding from me?"
"Sebastian, please don't freak. I don't want things to be awkward between us, but I'm gay." I felt my heart beat faster than ever before. I couldn't believe I just muttered those words.
"My lord I kinda assumed after what I just saw with Alois. It isn't a big deal my lord, in fact I'm gay too. It's just a preference thing. You did all that shit to yourself because your gay? Ciel that's crazy." I was silent. I never knew Sebastian was gay too. Now that he knows it's now or never.
"Sebastian I'm madly in love with you." I whispered in his ear. I felt him pull me closer and I lifted up my head to see my beautiful butler's perfect face. I saw him leaning in so I did too. Out lips connected, and I felt him sucking on my bottom lip. His kiss was a lot different than Alois', in a good way. We pulled away for a second but he went back in with more tongue. I felt his love and I knew that it was genuine. I could feel his heart beating like a mad man too. I had to pull away from his soft lips too breathe, he muttered the words I've been waiting to hear for years.
"I love you Ciel Phantomhive" I stopped and started at his bright red eyes. Oh the way this demon made me feel! I felt like I was worth something. I saw the sudden change of expression.
"I don't mean to ruin anything, but why did you have sex with Alois?"
"Because I figured we could do it and move on, and I wanted to loose my virginity with you but I thought that was never going to happen." I saw the disappointment in his eyes, and it made me feel guilty.
"It made me pissed to see you with another man Ciel. I wanted to fucking bitch slap that brat until-" it turned me on when Sebastian got jealous so I thrusted my hips onto Sebastian and used my tongue this time. I felt the tip of his pointy fangs, and I loved he way he felt. When we parted I saw a string of saliva from mouth to mouth. I felt my member getting increasingly harder.
"Didn't Claude try to seduce you or something?" I muttered
"Yes, he tried too but Ciel, I'm crazy for you" Sebastian wrapped his arms around my waist and I readjusted myself on him. I felt horrible for giving into Alois. Sebastian didn't give in for Claude. I felt him sucking on my neck causing me to whimper. I felt him smirk and he laid me down.
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Growing Up (COMPLETED SebaCiel fanfic)
Fanfiction|| Disclaimer || Some topics may be triggering for some readers. Also this is a mature book which involves cursing, smut, and mature themes. Finally, I do NOT own these wonderful characters, they were created by my queen Yana Toboso. - ||About|| C...
