The Thought Of Kissing Razors (Fuenciado)

Last Seen In San Francisco

~ Tony's POV ~

Gee, Vic and Jaime have been seeing a lot of each other recently, no one can deny the spark between them apart fro them, neither want to admit the fact that they're made for each other, they complete each other. In fact I think they're out walking together right now and I do hope one of them makes a move. I want to see Jaime happy because to be perfectly honest, I don't think I ever have seen him truly happy.

~ Vic's POV ~

I can feel the electricity between us as we walk. This makes what I'm about to do even more heart-breaking. I need to tell the guy I am falling in love with that he has to stay away from me, I'm a liability. I'll hurt myself and I'll hurt him and he's had enough of that in the past. I'm better on alone, I can fake my happiness and get on with my life.

This bridge is where I come to think. Here seemed like the best place to talk to Jaime. I sit him down on the soft dark grass under the stars and I start to speak...

"Jaime I know we've both been relying on each other a lot recently, but I think you should back off, I'll only end up hurting you and I know you won't be able to handle that, so please, stop being such a good friend and forget all the secrets I told you. You are my best friend and I love you to pieces so hopefully you understand I need to do this. I'm sorry, we can just go back to being friends but we can't speak about any of this stuff together again."

I watch his face fall, it almost seems like he loved me just as much as I loved him. No you're being silly, he loves you as a friend and nothing more.

A tear falls from his cheek as he stands silently and walks away. It's at this moment I realise this is a bad bad mistake. I need him.

He turns to face me and speaks...

"Vic I'm leaving the band and I'm leaving town, don't worry, you'll never have to see me again, and please don't try and contact me because I want nothing to do with you."

I burst into tears as he disappears like a ghost into the darkness. I've completely messed it up and right now there's only one thing to do...

Die.

Do everyone a favour and end my pointless existence before I hurt anymore people I love.