Chapter 6

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Claire

I have found the best way to deal with sexual frustration is exercise. Because I have a very very high sex drive I run. A lot. I enjoy running in the forest is upstate New York. Unlike my friends I live out in the suburbs outside the city and my driver takes me to school early each morning. The woods are pretty creepy but they are the best place to run. My mind was racing as I ran. I kept thinking about claire and her secret boyfriend. I thought about Nic, who rejected me, the same way my ex had. There is always someone better. Someone prettier than me. Someone funnier.sexier. Smarter. Willing to do more. I feel like shit. Why won't a boy love me?. What's wrong with me? Why can't I connect with anyone? Why do I let guys use me? I suddenly stopped when I heard a rustling. I hid behind some bushes. I was deep in the woods I didn't recognize this area at all. I peaked through the bushes. I saw a huge wolf sniffing around the trees. It was massive! It looked too big to be real. Tears welled up in my eyes. I'm going to die. It will find me and tear me to shreds.

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