a life lesson whatever it's takes Book Three

Bella makes a change

          Bpov

When the stylist was done with my hair was just above my shoulder now and it was black too.

I walked out of there and went to the clothing store and bought all new clothes. I was going back to my tomboy styles except instead of sweat shirt or hoodies it was flannels and t-shirts and bought tank tops.

I bought a black leather jacket and hiking boots. I changed clothes and threw away the clothes I had on and when I went by a store I seen a pair a sun glasses I liked and bought them to and put them on to.

When I got home no one was home. I went and grabbed the trash bags and went into Edward's bedroom and took all my old clothes and dresses and all the shoes and threw them out and took them all to the garbage.

I went back upstairs and grabbed a beer on my way upstairs and went into my dad's bedroom that was temporary my bedroom and turned up the music and took care of my clothes and make sure my dad's was still in here.

When I walked out to grab another beer Edward and my dad were back and in the kitchen. Edward was cooking and my dad was sitting at the Island drinking a beer and they haven't seen me yet.

Oh this is going to be so much fun. I went to the fridge and took a beer. "Excuse me who are?" Edward asked me. I stood up and turned around.

Edward had to hold unto the stove to hold himself up and my dad had his mouth wide open.

"Who are you and what you do with my daughter?" I leaned against the counter and took a drink of my beer.

"I don't think she ready to talk yet Charlie. Give her time." I turned and looked at Edward. "Have you eaten today?" He asked me. I shook my head no.

"Ok! But at least eat dinner will you." I just nod my head and go to walk away until Edward stops me.

"Bella were here when your ready to talk." He told me. I just walked to my bedroom unto dinner was ready.

Later that night I couldn't sleep because of the nightmares so I got up and went to go out.

I found myself at the club. I started drinking and feeling pretty good and they started playing Rolling In The Deep.

So I went out and started dancing to the song and I felt the words and music as I closed my eyes as I danced and listened.

There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch, it's bringing me out the dark
Finally I can see you crystal clear Go 'head and sell me out and I'll lay your ship bare
See how I leave with every piece of you
Don't underestimate the things that I will do

There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch
And it's bringing me out the dark

The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling
We could have had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
Rolling in the deep
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
You had my heart inside of your hand
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
And you played it, to the beat
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

Baby, I have no story to be told
But I've heard one on you
And I'm gonna make your head burn
Think of me in the depths of your despair
Make a home down there
As mine sure won't be shared

(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
The scars of your love remind me of us
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
I can't help feeling
We could have had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
Rolling in the deep
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
You had my heart inside of your hand
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
And you played it, to the beat
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside of your hand
But you played it, with a beating

Throw your soul through every open door (woah)
Count your blessings to find what you look for (woah)
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold (woah)
You'll pay me back in kind and reap just what you sow (woah)
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
We could have had it all
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
We could have had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
It all, it all, it all
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

We could have had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
Rolling in the deep
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
You had my heart inside of your hand
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
And you played it to the beat
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

We could have had it all
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)
Rolling in the deep
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
You had my heart inside of your hand
(You're gonna wish you never had met me)

But you played it
You played it
You played it
You played it to the beat.

I heard clapping when I was done and I slowly open my eyes and everyone was looking at me. I looked all around me and found everyone was watching me while I was dancing and I hadn't planned on it and I wasn't ready for that and I started to panic.

I made my way through the crowd and got into my truck and drove around unto I pulled over and grabbed my cell phone and text Edward.

Bella: Your probably sleeping but I could use my best friend right now.

Edward: Your not at home. Where are you?

Bella: I couldn't sleep so I went out. Please don't be mad at me.

Edward: Bella I'm not mad or upset with you. Just tell me where you at and I will come to you.

I looked up to look where I was and found myself at the park.

Bella: At the park in my park.

Edward: On my way. Stay there.

I leaned my forehead down on the steering wheel and let the tears fall.

           Epov

I didn't care about changing I just found my boots and grabbed my keys and jacket and left. I made it to the park and looked for Bella truck and finally found it and but her truck door was wide open and it confused the hell out of me.

I parked my Jeep and got out and walked up to her truck and what I seen scared the hell out of me.

I saw the passenger blown out and blood on the seat. I walked around to the other side of the truck and I ran my hands through my hair when I saw the bullet holes in Bella's truck. I turned around trying to figure out where she went or who had her.

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