a life lesson whatever it's takes Book Three

a miracle happens

          Bpov

I woke up to the smell of coffee and bacon and is that Edward's omelets. I open one eye but closed them when I remembered last night and a big smile went on my face.

"She's awake Edward and what's with The big smile on her face. I thought you 2 were broke up Edward?" I reached over and grabbed Edward's pillow and covered my face.

"It's none of your business Charlie." Edward told my dad. "It is when it concerns my daughter." I started to laugh.

"Whow hold on a minute here. Just because me and Bella are broken up does not mean... Wait I am not explaining our sex life with her father."

I couldn't help myself but laugh even harder and I rolled over. I felt a tap on my shoulder and I looked up.

"Here and I'm glad you think this is so funny." Edward says as he hands me a cup of coffee. I sit up and take the coffee from him.

"Your fault! You took all the bad things away. Even if it was for a short time." I said as I got up and gave him a kiss on the cheek. "I smell food." Edward laughs.

After I ate I went and took a bath. I was laying there relaxing. When I started thinking about everything.

I put my hand over my stomach. "You never even had a chance." I climbed out of the bathtub and wrapped a towel around me. I looked into the mirror and thought about how Edward says I am beautiful.

I don't see it. I take off the towel and turned around and looked at the scars on my back. Then I look down in front of me. How does he see me like that and I can't even see myself that way.

I quickly grabbed the towel and wrapped it back around me. And turned back around. I thought about what Tanya said to and Kate about Edward. I watched how he acts around Tanya.

That's when I finally screamed out and and hit the mirror flat handed instead of a fist and I quickly grabbed my hand and wrist because now there's glass sticking out from of my hand and cuts.

I fall to the floor screaming. Edward and my dad come running in. "I waass uuppseeett aannd hhhitt thhhee mmiirrroorr. I wwwsssn.." I couldn't get it out and there was so much blood.

"I know baby. Charlie hand me a towel." He wrapped around my wrist and hand and scooped me up and then laid me on the bed and wrapped a blanket around me. "Charlie I need you to drive." Edward told my dad.

In the truck I started to feel funny. "Edward I don't feel so good." I told him. "You need to stay with me baby come on." My eyes started to shut.

"Bella come on, Stay with me baby. Charlie we need to hurry." I heard Edward say.

           Epov

Bella reached up with her hand and cupped the side of my face. "I love you Edward." I looked down at her and her eyes closed on me and her hand fell from me.

"Bella, come on wake up baby!" She didn't open her eyes. I felt for a pulse and it was very weak. Tears started falling from my eyes.

"BELLA YOU FIGHT! I NEED YOU, YOUR DAD NEEDS YOU. FIGHT BABY." I pulled her to me and buried my face into her hair.

"I love you too. So please just fight." The door open and I got out and ran in and Charlie started asking for help or even a doctor. They came with a bed and I laid her down and they rushed her back.

I called my sister and she told me she be up here soon. Charlie came and sat next to me and put his arm around me.

"Why Charlie? She wasn't even trying to hurt herself that way. I never even got a chance to.. Oh god." Charlie wrapped his other arm around me and pulled me to him.