OBUSED (GDolan)

Who is he really

Y/n POV
Everything was going well when he leaned in for a kiss, i had never kissed anyone. I wasnt ready you know?
"Im not r-" he cut me off
He reached out and frabbed my hair tight.
"What do you want!! I was all bitch like just to get some ass and now youre playing hard to get? Naw naw naw" he yelled
He kissed me by force and when i tried making him let go of my hair he slapped me. I started crying i tried yelling but we were alone in the middle of the lake. He started kissing my neck hard without passion.
"Stop fighting it. You know you want this. It will feel so good. I know what im doing ive had bunches of practice."
"I dont want this stop!!" i screamed
" youre ruining this" he yelled back and got up and slapped me again. He started taking off our clothes
"Please!!! Stop Ethan" i pleaded
He didnt hear me he was to far into what he wanted. And what he wanted was me.
He forced himself inside of me it hurt i felt something pop. And then i started bleeding. He started slapping me and pulling my hair again.
"You like that. You like that" he repeated with a few grunts and moans.
I couldnt help myself i started letting out moans after a while. I didnt want it i know that for sure but my body is something i cant control and unwanted pleasure started to come out of me.
"I told you youd like it babe" he said entering me from the back and now pulling my hair like a horse.
"No i dont!! Ethan please!! Stop!! Youre hurting me" i screamed again
Once he was done he told me he was tired of me and made me go outside with just the sheet with the stains from what just happened. It was freezing.
He later called me back in to get dressed so he could take me back home.
This was the worst experience ever. How am i supposex to tell my father...I... I alwas raped.

a/n
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