I looked up from my laptop.
I stopped reading an article about chairs.
I started listening to new music.
Then I thought
What if my friend is right here, in front of me, in my room.
What if we are talking about stupid things like I used to do before I come to this new place.
What if he can just come here and do old things we used to do together.
I felt like I'm so closed now.
I felt like I changed a lot.
Am I happy?
Is this the way supposed be?
Am I going the right way?
When I meet my old friend again,
When I do the things we used to do,
When I look up,
When I become brave enough to stop,
When I remember young thought to start new things,
I'll know the answers for these.
Maybe.
