Dreams

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~Gray's POV~
I was walking to the dreadful school named: Fairy Tail....which makes my life a living fucking hell... I just got an email about my schedule which went something like this:
*Homeroom
*Math
*Science
*English
*Free period/ Lunch
*Art
*History
*P.E.
*Magic
*Extras Music/ Drama
Of course those texts were only existent in my dreams, were all of my hopeless wishes and deep longing desires could become a living being, but to never exist once I awaken to the bright sunlight and my dreadful alarm clock.. I blushed recalling the dream when I 'texted' Natsu saying I would rather be the 'Uke' then being the 'Seme' in a relationship..I've been in an relationship before, and I've always been the uke, but the person and all that shit was great..but they've never been able to fill my never ending flaming hot desire, which yes I know is the most ironic shit you've probably have ever heard in your life, but that desire is Natsu Dragneel... And my whole group of friends know that I'm gay.. And I learned that most of our group is gay, with barely anybody in our group being straight..even Lyon, who was just now starting a relationship with Zeref which since they're still in that little 'awkward' phase going on and still getting used to the idea of them being together, which makes them blush a lot and that is probably the funniest thing that you could see in your days..
"What's so funny?" Shit, I'd be stupid not to recognize that voice...
I sometimes don't like laughing in front of him- Natsu..because every time I do laugh he just...stares at me..but I guess if I laughed more in front of him he'll just get used to it and it'd be so much easier to breath with my beating heart, which increases even when I'm in his very presence, so with him staring at me makes me feel self-conscious about myself..
"Hello!!! Ice- for brains?!?!?!"
Ah, the nicknames already?..This early in the morning..? I'm not ready!! Can't I just skip?!?!?!?!
"Popsicle dick?!?!?!?!"
"Shut it, Natsu.." I wasn't in the mood, then again I never am..
"The fuck's wrong with you?!"
"None of your motherfucking business.." Cussing was becoming a bad habit..,but I was more mad at myself than him since why does he just have to be so motherfucking dense!!! But, like I said I'm more mad at myself for blaming him for just not noticing on his own..but you can't just know that unless it's evident or obvious, which only, Loke, knows..
"What do you mean?!?!"
"I mean I'm not in the fucking mood, which I never am in the mood since I HATE AND I MEAN HATE FIGHTING ALRIGHT?!?!?!" I immediately looked away, and started speed walking away from him, only to feel him grab my wrist and hold me in my forever taken spot at this point.
"Let. Me. Go." I practically hissed and growled at him, my words seething into the atmosphere and falling upon not so deaf ears.
"Gray, that's what I was coming here for...I wanted to tell you that..especially since you looked..non- well? I guess that's the word for it..you were also in deep thought, are you okay?" He was honestly and truly concerned about my wellbeing and mindset... I felt like crying..I think that's why I don't go to that many weddings..
"Y-yeah.."
"Hey, babe!!" Oh, no..
"Please hide me..and then kill me!!" Natsu didn't have to be told twice..he never liked my ex-boyfriend, who won't take a hint that we're on a break..and I even told him that if he doesn't stop chasing me then he won't be as certain to 'win' me back into his arms..
"Nope, Luke(male! Lucy) I'm not your 'babe' got that?" He was obviously pissed, I know he was jealous of Luke..I don't know why, well I may know but I'm just doubting it's because he's 'dating' me.. Like Erza keeps telling me.
"Hey, Gray!!" Damnit Gajeel, my older brother..and my 'bestest' friend, Loke, my brother's boyfriend.. And Rouge and his almost boyfriend Sting.. Me and Rouge aren't twins, but we are the same age.. Ur and Metallicana(sorry if not spelt right..) had joined our families together, since my father passed into the heavens and since our house costs too much for me, Lyon, Ultear and Ur herself.. We just joined our families, also because they were really great friends since they were kids in Pre-K..and were in every class together, even in college!! Which they never planned but were happy that they had someone they knew in their classes instead of strangers and their own special little groups..
"Heeeyyy, Gray- babe.."
"Luke.." There was no point in hiding anymore anyways..
"Oh, oh I mean, hey Rouge!!" Nice try Gajeel, I'll give him that..
"Rouge is right there beside you.."
"No he is not see.." As if on cue Rouge disappeared into Gajeel's shadow..
"Wow, Gajeel I didn't think that you thought that I was as much of a dumbass as you, yourself are.." Oh, shit the dumbass part was hilarious.. Wait, I can't laugh I'm trying to fully make sure I was over Luke..I still kind if likes him..I liked Natsu too, I definetly like- no, LOVE Natsu..but I want to fully rid of my feeling for Luke, which wasn't hard..like, at all...
"Luke, just shut the fuck up, and let's go before you guys get your asses handed to you by (male!) Erza.. Since we've all seen that I can beat Erza's ass myself so I don't have to worry.." I said nonchalantly, it was true that's why  he never punished my for being late and etc.. Since I've done it plenty of times, even when we were in Pre-K and on the first day to... He kept acting like everyone was afraid of him, which they were but anyways, I was taught to never ever back down to anybody.. I never really get in trouble at home so that's different... Everyone looked at me like I won the lottery that they were desperate to get their own hands on, just for me to win instead when it was dangling right in front of their shocked and pleading faces.. I saw Lyon and his boyfriend, Zeref, talking so I cupped my small, pale hands around the corners of my mouth only to shout:
"Hey, you guys, hey Lyon, you lovebirds getting to know each other to get freaky with each other?!" I was enjoying this wayyyy too much..even though he is slightly older than me, it also meant ignoring Luke and his annoying presence down to his very existence..
They immediately stopped talking, turned away from each other and Lyon was full on blushing while Zeref was barely even blushing pink.. Zeref was Natsu's cousin (I know,different).
"Jellal, where do you suppose our friends are?" Erza's booming voice was shaking the ground under his 'victims'.. Well, except me of course..
"They're right there Erza.."
"Oh,...oh......Luke, why the hell are you here, when Gray obviously doesn't want to speak or associate with you as of the moment... Now, there's so much evidence of thus clearly spread out in front of your very eyes..Gray is hiding behind Natsu, Rouge is hiding, well transformed I guess, into Gajeel's shadow..and to ignore you, he instead embarrassed Lyon and Zeref, even though they aren't even really that close to our group..so Gray would have to yell to get their attention to succeed in such act, which means he clearly wanted nothing to do with you..." Erza was almost as observant as Jellal was, the said smaller male could even point out all of our missing group members, who usually walk with us to school.., but were not present due to a 'certain someone', who was Luke himself. And also would've pointed out why they haven't walked to school with us since it was awkward as all living hell!! I swear, Jellal and Erza should be lawyers..
"Luke..." I said finally moving from my spot that I was 'trapped' in since this whole awkward situation has been dragged upon this..
*Natsu's POV*
Gray was obviously questioning his life choices, I could feel my bright powerful flames coursing through my veins faster than intended, I absolutely hate Luke then again who doesn't? I was so relieved when the words: "We are fucking over!!", And the Murderous glint in his beautiful own color blue/ navy eyes..the two colors swimming together..to make his own special colored irises. I have yet to talk to him alone about those text messages he sent me last night, just thinking about makes my stomach do flips and butterflies..and ironically warmness spread in my chest but it wasn't like my flames..., but something different....

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