Our World || m.m

Chapter 3 ~ Sleepless

More days pass and the more and more I think of them. Mia loves them but I don't know if she feels the same way about them as I do., I feel like I know everything there is to know about them and they know everything there is to know about me too. It's like I am so close with them yet so far. I am so in love with them, it's insane. I can't handle not having them here by my side every second of every minute of every hour of my life. But yet it feels like they are here next to me. They are on the other side of the world and it makes me feel like I can't have him. I have never felt this way about anybody ever before and I just don't know what to do. I can't sleep at night because I can't stop thinking about them. Some nights I have to cry myself to sleep some nights because I know that I will never meet them. It's so sad and I feel so useless. I have to remind myself of all the people that do love me and all of things I have and not the things that I don't. I am so tired day after day with less and less sleep, all I want is to meet them, for them to know that I exist, to tell them that I love them. But I want them to love me back. 

i hope you are enjoying this so far. this story is going to be short but there will be another squeal. if you would like to be a character in this story comment below and you will be