Our World || m.m

Chapter 12 ~ Miss You

I woke up and nobody else was up so I went into the kitchen and decided to make some pancakes for everyone. I started making the batter when I heard someone open the kitchen door. It was Marcus. "Good morning, how long have you been up for?" Marcus asked. "Not for very long" I answered. Then somebody else walked in. "Hey Martinus!' I said. He rubbed his eyes and looked at Marcus and I. "Whoa, what's the time?" I looked at my phone. "9:30" I replied. I continued to make the pancakes and one by one everybody woke up and was in the kitchen talking. Mia set out a bunch of toppings and I put all the pancakes on a plate and everyone grabbed one and put what they wanted on them. We all just chilled in the kitchen for a while and then everyone got up and went back to their rooms for showers.

I got a text from Marcus to go to his room. "I'll be back in a sec Mia!" I screamed as she was about to get in the shower. "Ok!!!" I walked out of the room and walked to Mac's. I knocked on the door and he opened it straight away, he quickly grabbed me hand and pulled me to his room. He shut his door and sat me down on his bed. We sat side by side and I was waiting for him to say something. He didn't say anything and neither did I. we just sat there staring into each other's eyes. For some reason it wasn't awkward. It was like his eyes told me a story. He started leaning in towards me and he tucked my hair behind my ear. He held my face and we got really close. I thought we were about to kiss. I hadn't had my first kiss but I wasn't really thinking about that. I was getting super close and I shut my eyes but then Martinus came in "Mar....... ohhhh ok, sorryyyy!" he opened the door and saw us and then shut it again. I laugh but Marcus looks a little annoyed. I get up off of the bed and start walking towards the door. Marcus grabs me back down onto the bed. "I need to tell you something" he says. "Okay" he looks me in the eyes. "Um, I just wanted to say, say that, um, finding you was the best thing that has ever happened to me and the way you just came into my life and then basically saved it. You had two weeks to learn an entire show that everyone has been practicing for about 7 months and you still managed to shine the brightest on the stage. The way you just jumped in and helped us all out was incredible, most people couldn't do what you did. I love th3e memories that we have made and I can't wait to make more!" my heart just melted, I quickly hug Marcus really tightly tighter than I have ever hugged anyone. "Marcus that was so beautiful. It was a pleasure to dance for you and I wouldn't of been able to do it without your help!" I finally let go.

"I wish I didn't have to go back home. I wish I could go back to Norway with you but I can't" Marcus was shocked. "When are you leaving?" I am surprised he didn't remember. "Tonight's our last night" his face drops. "Can't you stay for longer?" I hold his hand. "Marcus I wish I could." He hugs me really tight. "I can't let you go" I feel a tear fall onto my shoulder. "Mac, don't cry, you will make me cry" he lifts his head. "I'm sorry I can't help it" He puts his head back down and cried. I only met them a few weeks ago but it feels like forever. "I'm going to miss you so much!" I say. "I'm going to miss you too" I lift Marcus' head up. "Please don't cry, I promise it won't be that bad without me. You have gone your whole life without me" he lifted his eyes. "I only survived without you because I didn't know that you were out there. But now that I have you, I can't let you go, I love you too much" hearing those words made my heart break "We met a few weeks ago, I am sure you will be fine" I didn't want to say the 3 words back because I knew it would only make it harder. I wipe the tears from his face. We get closer and closer, like we did before but this time it was different, this time we actually kissed. It felt like I was lost in time. When we finally stopped I realized how much I actually did love him. "I love you" he says while our foreheads rest on each other's. "I love you to Marcus" I said it. I said those 3 little words.