Alex (male)

The outing

It's been months since Things where this bad. I told my mom and she was cool with things so that made my happier. I had accepting irl friends then I met and talked to people like me. But then it came to my siblings. They don't really care. My oldest sister Samantha, she's gay so she would never ((hopefully)) tell anyone with out my permission but then it comes down to my other sister who is older then me still. Apparently I found out today that she uh outed me to her "friend" group which is like 20 people. That wasn't here thing to tell. I didn't even tell her yet she just found out... I just feel so betrayed and lonely. I thought family were the people you could trust. Guess I was wrong because family is the reason I'm sitting in my room crying, listening to TØP and writing this trying to get my feelings out. I think I should by that stuff off of uncle man but I'm 50 bucks short. I could always pick pocket but that takes going outside and I don't have the physical energy to do that. It'll be a miracle if I even go to school tomorrow.