I am nothing special why does the one person who means everything to me stand up for me. There isn't anything special about me and I'm not even average I'm below average I'm worthless I hurt almost everyone who cares about mr I'm sick of hurting people I can't do anything right I can't even die right what's wrong with me I am no one I should have never been born I can't wait to die so I'm not a burden anymore. So when I leave this earth people should throw a party not grieve that I am gone they should celebrate make it a national holiday and it should be called national he's dead day or something I got to admit I'm nothing special so don't worry about me people I am nothing to concern yourselves with so please just wipe me off like u do with the dirt on your shoes and throw me in the trash where i belong this is what I think about at night
