The Perfectly Unperfect Love

Chapter 1: He Had the Balls

Now riding a bus going back home. Crying. Don't know what to do. Thinking why it ended up like this. I wanted to go back. Kiss him. Hug him. Feel every part of his whole. But I can't. I have no where to go but home.

We were fine months ago. Long distance relationship it is but I know we're fine. We started our relationship by chatting anyway so distance is nothing for us as long as we're communicating.

I can't force myself to stop this crying so I tried thinking things we did before. When we were happy.

"Urggghhh!!!" I said quite loudly that it made most of the people inside the bus take a look of where the embarassing sound came from.

I lowered my head to not see their judging looks or sympathetic ones if there is.

Calm yourself dude. Come on Cy.

Okay Cy think. Think!

Oh...

I remember the first time we kissed.While watching a movie.

It's funny how we felt love while watching "Annabelle" which is a horror movie.

We held hands and felt each others lips. Ignoring the people around us. Maybe he's not my first kiss but it is magical and beautiful because I know he's officially mine.

We enjoyed each others company. On our way back home. We held hands under his bag because someone might caught two boys holding hands. You know, not all people respect this kind of relationship so better be safe than sorry.

That day also was the first time we saw each other after two years. We became official through text messaging without seeing each other in person.

He's in the our hometown and I'm somewhwere in the city. We started by chatting then texting.

We knew each other since high school so it didn't took long to know him deeper. He's my high school crush actually but I treated him as my brother more because he cares like a big bro. Never in my wildest dream will I ever imagine him being my boyfriend.

Wait.

Hold on.

My bad.

I forgot to tell you who I am.

Name is Cy, short for Cyril Gomez.
17-year-old. 2nd year college student taking up Mechanical Engineering. Yeah, I'm too young to be a college student but I have to deal with it.

Is that information enough for you?

Okay good.

And back to where I am now and this shitty situation.

Thinking to go back to my "still" boyfriend even though he kicked me out of his apartment.

I started crying again. Recovering from the commotion I did. This time less scandalous. I don't want to be thrown away to the highway in the middleof the day.

Listening to the playlist he created in my phone is a stupidest thing I ever did when I enter this bus. It pushes me to cry again and again.

My mind is also occupied by the thought of going back home. I'm with my boyfriend two months straight and that's a big deal because my parents never wanted me to go anywhere except home, school, or church.

In those months, Mom always leave a message since the day I left just to ask if I'm okay or telling me that my younger sister is asking her if when will I go back home or will I ever go back.

Every message I receive from her kills me but I chose to be with my boyfriend than with them. We don't really know what love can do unless we did it already.

I look at the view outside.

I'm half way home now.

I have to stop crying and make sure to fix my face. I don't want my family to worry. Thinking someone might physically hurt me or what. Over protective parents you know.

But back to my shitty still boyfriend.

If you're asking why he had the balls to kick me out of his apartment?
Well it is His so I have no right ya know?

Anyways.

It is because I cracked his phone lock.
Freaking phone lock which he forbade me to even hold the phone itself.

Went to his messages and voalá, I just discovered something. I expected it to happen but I never knew he would do it while I'm with him physically.

Here it is!!!

MY BOYFRIEND WHOM I LOVE THE MOST SLEEPS WITH SOMEONE ELSE.

MY. BOYFRIEND. IS. A. FUCKING CHEATING BASTARD!!!

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Author's Note:

Hi guys my name is Jay. Typical name but yeah.
So this is my second story but the first one sucks so I consider this as my first. Haha.

So this story really is close to my heart because this is my love story. I have to relieve myself from the pain so I let it out in here.

Hope you enjoy and say something from the story. Vote if you like you know.
That will help me a lot.

Thank you and stay happy :)