Time to Love

Getting Started

*Disclaimer: I don't own D Gray-man*

I don't remember what happened before the darkness took over. I was 14 when it happened, Maybe it was a car accident? It doesn't matter anymore. In that life, I was known as Alma Karzhova, that's all I remembered for a long time. In my next, I was reborn as a female Allen Walker.
That was very fun and challenging. I still had some memories of a manga and anime that is known as D. Gray-man. I think being female changed the timeline no matter how much I tried to keep that from happening. Only the major plot lines remained, with slight differences. I don't mind really. I found love, and rather than fight it... I welcomed it. Even though Tyki still had to kill me, and it hurt so much. In more ways than one.
My master was an ass, I had to pay all his debts for him. He was always somewhere out with a woman. At least I learned how to play poker. I made sure to dress as a boy for as long as possible, thankfully I was able to hide myself for awhile. Master didn't ask, he did sometimes flirt though.
I think he just liked getting a reaction more than anything. He wasn't always bad though, he taught me how to fight and use my anti-Akuma weapon. These things didn't surprise me at all since I'd had the foreknowledge. When I first got to the Order, BaKanda still attacked me. Sadly that didn't change... oh well at least I got see Lenalee smack him upside the head with her clipboard in person! It really is better see in 1st person perspective. She is also more beautiful in person.
I couldn't help but become shy and blush. Unfortunately for me, since I was still dressed as a male; it made Komui very mad... I quickly explained that I'm really a girl just trying to hide myself for protection. I think they thought I was talking about Master... I sweatdropped at the thought.
They took my measurements and asked if I would like a uniform like Lenalee's. I told them that would be fine and said thanks. While that was being worked on, I was brought in to meet Hevlaska. Let's just say that the experience was very disorienting. I was a little frightened even though I knew what to expect. She definitely knew that I was different. I think she knew that I was reborn into this life that wasn't even supposed to be female. It didn't take me long to get settled in.
Every now and then, whenever I was alone; I started to remember some things from my life before and sometimes cry. You see, there was a boy and I fell in love with him. He wasn't from around where I had been. He wasn't like the other boys, he was a mystery and I was oh so curious.
Ha! You know what they say... curiosity killed the cat. In the end he wasn't looking for anything serious, he just wanted to have a good time while he was in town. He said I was such a nice and outgoing girl. We were so close one night, I had gone to his house to 'study', I almost went all the way and gave myself to him. Instead I chickened out and we both called it a night. That was the last time I ever seen him. He texted me over the weekend to say that he had to go back home, to where he was really from, and that he wanted to clear up any possible misconceptions that seemed to have occurred. He told me that he never meant to let things go as far as they had, that he only let the moment get the better of him and that he's sorry. I had been on my way home at the time, I was walking back from having visited the library with some friends. Well, being distracted while crossing a somewhat busy street is definitely a very bad thing. The driver didn't see me till it was too late. I vaguely remember the EMT mention something about that driver being under the influence of something.