Time to Love

To Die Again?

*Lemon is in this part*

Then, he started fondling my breasts with his mouth and one hand while the other removed my pants and panties. Once those were gone, he stopped the fondling, which made me whine; he found that to be amusing. He took his own pants and boxers off and started kissing me again, trailing kisses down to my collarbone. He stopped what he was doing and then positioned himself between my legs. I knew it would hurt, but I really didn't think it was going to hurt that much. It was very painful at first, but after a while (along with some reassuring kisses) I was relaxed and no longer felt pain; only pleasure. He moved slowly at first and picked up the speed when he was sure that I wasn't in anymore pain. His hands were holding onto my hips and my hands were holding onto his shoulders. I slid my hands down his sides to wrap my arms around him. As he moved in and out, my body followed the simple motions. Creating a coiling pleasure that was building with each thrust. We moaned out each other's name and then he sucked and bit on my neck, therefore adding another source of pleasure. While visibly marking me as his, it was immensely enjoyable and we finally reached our climax. He finished inside to allow me to ride out my own orgasm and then he collapsed beside me on the ground. We panted and regained our breathe before putting our clothes back on. He then thanked me for allowing him to be my first, as it saved him the trouble of having to kill whoever else it could've been. I just shrugged at that and decided that I wasn't yet ready for the moment to be over, so I went for another kiss and he simply returned it.
I did fight when he tore off my arm. Tears fell from my eyes and I felt so torn, literally too, because I love him and I hate him at the same time. It hurt and I was in enough pain as it was. Timcanpy took Suman's Innocence to the others. The moment Tyki's Teez ate a hole in my heart I was at peace. I found myself in a dream world. I wandered around awhile, thinking on things. I woke up after finding my 'shadow' in the water. I had a lot of trouble getting my arm back. When I did though, I felt something I hadn't in a long time; hope.
When I returned to the others and fought with the Earl to save Lenalee, it felt good to see everyone again. I think even Tyki was relieved that I survived; certainly more than Bakanda. I think he just missed having someone to call moyashi, someone who would react to it anyway. The fights didn't change and we still ended up on the Ark with only one way out. Kanda defeated the Noah of Wrath, also known as Sweet Tooth or Skin Bolic. Krory-chan stayed behind with the twin Noah of Bonds, Jasdero and Devit who had combined into Jasdevi. Road still greeted me with a kiss... I thought everyone's reaction was pretty funny.  I fought with Tyki again, this time he admitted that he loved me. I faltered a bit in my fight, he didn't take advantage of it so I knew he meant what he said. I didn't know how he could feel that way so quickly.  He seemed to have read my mind or something, because he explained that it was something he felt ever since we played poker on the train. Unfortunately being on opposite sides of the war made things difficult and we knew that it wouldn't work. I wanted to save him, to make him human again even though I knew it wouldn't work. I pleaded with him to let me try, he said he wouldn't stop me but he wouldn't go easy either. I don't think the others knew what we were talking about. I was glad for that, I'm pretty sure they wouldn't be very understanding. Once Tyki's Noah had been fully awakened, the fight got harder, although I could've sworn he was trying to tell me something.