For Who I Am (Zanvis)

The aurgument

POV Zane.

I was hanging out with Garroth for two reason . 1) he wanted to talk to me
2) Aph told me to and  those puppy eyes i cant say no to .

I was waiting for garroth and i see Lawrence sitting next to and i felt like something fishy was going on. i just ignored him and looked at my phone reading my fanfics from pie567 (best friend) and @fanfics_loves(Me). I see him glaring at me for no reason at all i get a little worried  sometimes when I'm around him.
" why are you here emo" Lawrence said
" garroth wanted to talk to me and plus Aphmau told me to " i said looking at my phone. " pff i wouldn't expect you to come with out aphmau permission your such a baby" Lawrence said. " I'm not i make my own decision as well you know " i said looking at him getting a little frustrated.
" you know aphmau is only your friend because your a sad person who doesn't have anyone else but your family and her. You should be able to have more then aphmau but no your gonna be by yourself with no one else" Lawrence said. I got so mad and i didn't want to deal with him until one thing that he said broke me . " your a disappointment to your family and one day when Aphmau gone your gonna be with no one you little girl" he said. " YOU KNOW WHAT FUCK YOU LAWRENCE" i said running out the door crying. Garroth saw me leave his house and looked at Lawrence that smelled like beer and he knew that he was drinking.

I ran to my house and slapped my door shut and grabbed the first thing i saw and threw it across the room . it was a lamp it shattered once it hit the wall. I threw my shoe at the small window and i broke it.
I went to the bathroom and turned on the sink . i turned on the sink to extremely hot water and i put my wrist under the hot water and grabbed a blade that i hide. I sat down and started to cut him self and before i did that i drank like 4 or 5 pills .
I cut my wrist and started to say things why was i so upset and why i wanted to die.
"CUT CUT CUT CUT. CUT FOR BEING SAD, CUT FOR BEING WORTHLESS, CUT FOR NOT BEING LOVED, CUT FOR BEING ON THIS EARTH, CUT FOR EVEN MEETING THEM CUT CUT CUT CUT" I said to myself. The pills started to come in and i fainted on the floor with the blade still in my hand with the pills in my pocket. I had a note inside the pill capsule that said
" there's no point of me living anymore if no one cares about me" i had it in cases that i really died. Garroth came in the house a few minutes after i passed out. He saw my house a big miss he followed the trail of broken glass on the floor and saw me on the floor. He was shocked that i was cutting on myself and there was blood on the floor and he saw the pills in my pocket .

Garroth Pov.

I saw Zane's house it was a big mess i follow the trail of broken glass and saw my baby bro on the floor . i was shocked that he started to do this my baby brother . i see blood all over the floor and the sink still on with the water on and i turned it off . i see a bottle of pills with a note and i read it out loud and i was about to cry i saw my baby brother waking up. " baby brother why would you do this" i said helping him up and then hugging him tightly. "Zane why did you do this and when did you start" i said. He didn't say anything and i see him fall asleep on my shoulder and i put him on his bed. I got the first aid kit and wrapped his wrist and take off his bloody shirt and left him there shirt less. I gave him his pinky cake pony plush and he was hugging it and he looked so cute as always. I've haven't seen Zane's face for a long time ever since he started to wear his mask. I got to see his baby blue eyes and his freckles again.  I wanted to go to the shop to find someone to fix the window and to buy Zane a new lamp . i didn't want him to be alone because of what happened . i couldn't leave him with Lawrence because that's what caused it. I couldn't leave him with Katelyn or kawaii~chan because they both hate him. Aphmau and Aaron are on a date so the only one left is Travis.
I got out my phone and called him ............

T: whats up Travis speaking 
G: hey Travis its garroth can you do me a big favor for me please.
T: sure what is it.
G: can you look after Zane for a bit i don't trust him alone
T: sure I'll be right there bye
G: thanks and bye.

I hanged up and i was waiting for Travis and a few minutes later i hear him knocking on the door.

Pov Travis

I hanged up from that weird call and went to Zane's house . i knocked on the door and see glass everywhere and see garroth . he tells me that he was going to the shop to ask how to fix a window . He also said not to let Zane touch anything sharp or anything that can kill him. Also to clean up The place when he's gone . i picked up the broom and started to clean the floor . it took me at least 30 minutes to clean down stairs . i went upstairs and went to the bathroom to clean the glass as i stepped in i see dried blood on the floor and on a blade. I saw pills as well on the floor with a note that broke my heart. I didn't know Zane did this to him self that he isn't important anymore. I wonder what caused this in the first place,was it garroth maybe Lawrence.
After that thought i just continue cleaning up then i hear a knock on the door i went  down stairs and opened  the door. I see Aphmau there with a box of cupcakes for Zane. " hello" i said." hey Travis where's Zane ?" Aphmau said . " he's resting " i said
" then here tell him i came over with the cakes okay" Aphmau said. After she gave me the box she left and i put the cakes on the kitchen table and go back to work. After a few minutes i hear something fall on the floor i went up stairs quickly to see Zane on the floor. " Zane what are you doing out of bed" i said helping him on his feet." what are you doing in my house" he said in pain.
" garroth told me to come he didn't trust you alone so he called me" i said . i put him on his feet and he tripped and his head was on my chest and i noticed he didn't have a shirt on." Z-zane" i blushed bright red.