I Hope You see this..

??(no date on this one for some reason)

It would hurt soo much less if I could hug you one last time again..  And probably if I wasn't listening to such sad music but, it's so calming. Uggh I feel like I've been crying for decades and it burns my eyes and I look like a mess.. Looked at some old picture and started crying because I missed you. And you need to know that just because you're somewhere else it doesn't change anything

YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL, AMAZING, STRONG, WONDERFUL,KIND,SWEET and most of all... YOU ARE IMPORTANT,PERFECTLY IMPERFECT,AND LOVED WITH ALL MY HEART+INFINITE! AND I'M SOOO GLAD YOU EXIST(AS SELFISH AS IT IS AND SOUNDS)❤🐰