Turning Page

Prologue

"Maybe if I had sensed, something that was wrong.
I could've made it better, until the lights went down."

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*Important A/N please read, especially if confused.*

Nick pov.

"C'mon man get up we're about to go."

Shooting my brother a warning look he backs off a bit. Getting up I grab my jacket and we leave out. As we drive to our destination I can't help but to think back on her beauty. The way her shimmering black hair blew with the wind and her smile. Oh, her smile could just brighten up the gloomiest day!  At that fleeting thought I frown because I will no longer be able to see that smile or caress her beautiful hair again.

Finally, we arrive to our destination. This helps me escape my thoughts of despair but leads me to a much darker emotion. As I walk through the crowded altar I can't help but to feel immense anger. All these people here thinking that they knew my baby but they DIDN'T, not like how I did.

Someone taps me on my shoulder so I exhale sharply and turn around carefully holding my anger in. Seeing that it's her best friend should calm me but it only riles me up. It's her fault that this happened and she has the audacity to show up, WITH TEARS ON HER FACE.

She pulls me into hug rubbing my back soothingly but I roughly object. Pushing her back I just walk away not saying anything. Nobody can ever be graced with my voice again. Nobody but HER. Walking outside I light a cigarette taking a good, long drag from it. Closing my eyes I let the cigarette relieve me but even as I smoke her beautiful face can't seem to leave my mind.

In fact so many memories cloud my brain that I can't even think straight without her popping up. I know I'm pathetic but I can't help it. She pulled me in and together we wrote a book so sweet that Shakespeare would be put to shame, we even have the tragic ending. Chuckling at the thought I finish my now puny cigarette and step back inside.

Seeing my brother head my way I quickly dodge not wanting another intervention. He finally catches up to me and throws me in the ground.

He then yells, "What's wrong with you?"

Ignoring him I get up and dust myself off, and finally I answer with,"Not here, not now. You can battle me later but we can't do this here."

"Why not, huh? You let this girl push you and it wasn't in the right direction.",he replies.

"Don't you ever speak badly about Paige again, you bastard.",I immediately yell ready to throw a punch.

"See every since the accident you haven't even spoken her name or anyone else's for the matter. You NEED help!",he yells dramatically.

With that being said I walk away because he's right. I've been so foolish such a coward. Its not Jack's fault, Sara's fault, Zola's fault, Veronica's fault, Vivian's fault, Dad's fault or even Bailey's. No it's my fault and it's time for me to face the sun. The bright orb scorches my skin as I near it but I have to keep going. I need this, I need closure.

Going up to her casket I touch her velvet skin but it's not the same. As I caress her features I can't help but silently cry out at the immaculate differences,  and when I look into her lifeless gray eyes, that used to shine silver like the snowy winter night, I break. Holding my head into my hands I let a sob wrack my body to the core. Releasing every last emotion I've felt for the past week doesn't compare to the guilt that still remain.

Wiping my tears away I think back to how we first met and something I haven't seen in a while resurfaces, a smile...

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Important A/N
And the story begins. I know you're probably confuses. OK more like most definitely so let me clear it up.  Who that was talking up there is Nick he's Paige's ex-boyfriend and the 'supposed' reason shes dead. What was happening at first was that he was leaving to go to her funeral. When he arrived he was bitter cuz his girls dead so he basically hates and blames everyone but himself including Paige's best friend. He was going to continue his rampage and ignoring Paige's body until his brother stopped him and spoke some sense into him about getting closure. Nick then went to Paige's casket and let out all his feelings for Paige, he basically had a meltdown. Anyways he then started flashbask to the time when he was actually happy which was with Paige. Ironic I know thus the title turning page and lyric in the description. Get it, got it Gooooood?!.