The Beat of My Heart

Wishing Well

A/N: Sometimes I come up with an idea for a song title before I come up with any lyrics. But, for me, once I sit down and decide I'm going to write a song, I can usually finish it pretty quickly. That's what happened with this one. I was watching some "scary" movie about some psychotic people and there was a well.

And as I was writing this I was thinking about everything people have ever said to me and everything I never let myself forget (I think) I am. So, yeah, it's a little negative. C'est la vie. That's the beautiful nightmare of my mind (that's a song I'm writing right now)

*XO 3000 Miles*

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You're so self critical

That's not your only pit fall

Now I'm not a schizo

Then why can't I ignore

These voices in my head

Saying I should be dead

If I had a wishing well

I'd wish for someone to tell

When something's wrong with me

Even when I'm smiling

And never leave me alone

Until everything was told

If only there was a wihsing well

That could make wishes come true

It's really my fault

That I have these thoughts

It's really all me

That's why they're so mean

I'm impossible

To be with

And I'm a lot of things

Words come to quick

If I had a wishing well

I'd wish for someone to tell

When something's wrong with me

Even when I'm smiling

And never leave me alone

Until everything was told

If only there was a wihsing well

That could make wishes come true

All those fake people

Filling you with false hope

Telling you it's all okay

While you're still feeling pain

But I promise it'll all go away

If I had a wishing well

I'd wish for someone to tell

When something's wrong with me

Even when I'm smiling

And never leave me alone

Until everything was told

If only there was a wihsing well

That could make wishes come true

Maybe there was a wishing well

'Cuz sometimes wishes come true