Indigo

Hurts

Dear indigo,

it's been a week now and still no reply.

It's okay i get that you're busy with work and stuff but one letter would be nice.

I still can't get through to your phone believe me i have tried so many times and it just keeps going to voicemail but i get to hear you voice so i guess that's okay.

Your mom misses you too, she's been crying a lot recently but she has your dad and brother so she'll be okay. My mom keeps trying to send me to the doctors but I'm not going. I don't need to because i have you to talk to and i am not going crazy.

I wish i lived further away sometimes so i don't have to stay with my mom whilst i'm at  at uni. you're so lucky to have your own dorm. I wish i could come live with you, we would have so much fun and i would wake up next to you every morning.I miss that.But i can't because you're studying in Scotland and I'm in dingy old Birmingham. oh well.

I'm counting down the days till i get to see you next, Christmas is when you're coming down next isn't it?. At least that's what you told me last time you wrote which was in September...

I hope you get this. I miss you.

Love, Ember