My Life Now

Part 2 - The family

My friend luke lives round here and I had 8% battery left I my phone so I rung him twice but he didnt pick up and when I thought I was done for he called me back I answered straight away and told him to meet me I was so happy.

when I sore him  I ran and hugged him and just broke down crying trying to explain all that had happened the last few days we sat on  the park bench and he didnt say a word he just held me for what felt like minutes but was actually hours i could feel the muscle under his shirt that never used to be there and his whole body shape had changed he was no longer short and chubby but he is tall and toned with muscle in all the right places, he had a little golden tan and the most perfect jaw line you could ever imagine and his black hair just fell to his face long and unbrushed and in desperate need of a hair cut but the thing i love the most about luke are his dreamy chocolate brown eyes i could stare into them forever.... omg NO STOP why i am i thinking of him as hot hes not hot we grew up together hes not hot hes luke hes like my brother when he cleared his throat it brought be back to reality and he said do you wanna come stay at mine for a bit.

He let me use his shower and made me some soup and we were watching a film in his bed and I fell asleep In his big muscle strong arms that felt so safe, when I woke up I was happy the happiest I had been In days but then I realised i have school in 8 weeks I need to get a job but no one would hire me if I was dressed like this but when I went down stairs luke was sitting at the table with a bag of clothes he gave me a black pencil skirt and a black blazer and a white shirt with black tights and black heels and a few t shirts and shorts and jeans and he said are you ready for today I smiled and hugged him and then his mum walked In and said put her down Lucas you don't know where she has been.

I get the vibethat h8s mum doesnt likeme much but then i get the feeling that she doesnt like any one much whihc is properkythe reason why she doesnt leave her house loike at all, EVER! Whichis odd but i always thought it was because shehad social anxiety. When i left lukes I walked into town and handed out my CV into every place possiblle.

Once I had finished my three interviews that I got offered I was over the moon that I now had three jobs one of them was a life guard and i would be working 11am-4pm monday till thursday. My second job is fruit and vegtables delivery service which is 5am-10am, which is also monday till thursdy and my final job is saturday nights from 7pm -2am and occassionally the odd fridayshift if i am lucky. This is then providing me with enough money to pay Lukes mum £25 rent a week and the rest of the money can be save up for going back to school. I thought I had every thing worked out and I thought everything could have been simple from that point but obviously I was wrong.

As I was walking back to Lukes I seen him, unusual looking with a hint of mystery with his shaggy blonde hair and his dark eyes and light tan skin, who was he and why is he staring at me, I felt like his eyes were staring into my soul then a hand grabbed me I spun round on the spot to find it was Lukes who had just finished his shift at the bakery. Relieved I knew who it was I spun round to see if that man was still their but he was gone. As strange as it was I pushed the thought of him to the back of my mind. Luke and I walked home together talking constantly about the day and the jobs, overall it had been the best day in a long time.