the world is too fucking quiet
it is deafening
then ever ending pounding of nothing
i hate it
i hate the silence
i hate the noise of it
i want to cry
i want to scream
but that would break it
the spell of the quiet
the holds me in its arms
never letting go
never easing up
i want to break it
i want to kill it slowly
'til the world is loud
but i can't
because it holds me to close
stealing my voice away
