Eleanor takes a deep breath. She takes it on the chin. She's not relaxed, but neither she seems to be uncomfortable. I explained my situation to her. Slowly and with every point of interest.
Now she knows my thoughts, my deepest fears and my darkest secret.
And still, she turns to the side to face me and puts both her hands on my cheek to tell me
''You're not alone anymore. You won't have to face your fears alone anymore. I do understand you. I will hold your hand and I will be your best friend. It happened. You can't change anything about it. The world changed for you. But you're alive.''
In this very moment, while the flames of Eleanor's words flicker in my head, the anger, sweet but bitter, soaks through my body. How can I live this live? How could anyone live this life? Is there even anything I can do about it? I should do something about it. But they would find me. Anytime. Anywhere. And they would make anyone who's in their way disappear. Anyone.
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