Saved By Her Idol... | Demi Lovato

This Is Me

Alex's POV

When I woke up its was about 8:00. I was extremly tired. Demi looked a little shooken, her skin was pale like she havd seen a ghost. I dont know whats goin on.

Alex: "Hey dem are you ok?"

Demi: "Umm yeah, all good just uh go get dressed and ready."

Thers was definetly something wrong, I have never seen Demi like this even back when I was just a fan. The only time she was like this was back when she was going into rehab.

Demi's POV

Oh jeez this was really awkward. Its like she didnt even know she said it. Watever it was probably just an accident. Ill just try and forget about it. Today I was dressed in a band tee, leather pants, and boots. The usuall.

Demi: "Hey Alex c'mon lets go, ill be waiting in the car." I said rushing out the door.

Alex: "Ok Dem im coming."

Ok so it about 20 minutes to get to the studio from this hotel, im guessing there will be breakfast there. Or we can just stop at like Dunkin Donuts on the way there.

Alex: "Hey dem can we put in the 'Dont Forget' cd" she said making a puppy dog face.

Demi: "Yeah sure."

I put in the cd and she went to number 6 wich was 'Trainwreck'. She knew all the words. of course. A couple minutes later 'Believe In Me' came on and i saw Sarah tearing up.

Demi: "Alex why are you crying? are you ok?" I said nervously.

Alex: "Yeah Im fine, just every time this song comes on I get a little emotional, sorry."

Demi: "Aww I understand I cant sing this song without getting a littl emotional either." I said wiping her tears away.

Alex: "Demi can I ask you a question?" Her voice started cracking.

Demi: "Yeah whats up?"

Alex: "Well, were am I gonna go?"

Demi: "What do you mean?" Im so confused

Alex: "I mean like are you gonna take me home or to rehab or to some orphanage?" she said sounding really scared and confused.

Demi: "I dont know...Im definetly not leaving you with your dad. I dont know."

Alex: "Would you maybe...maybe want to umm, a-adopt me?"

Oh my god. I dont even know how to respond...I would love to but thats so much work and im afraid im not ready to have a kid or what my fans might think!?

Demi: "Alex...I dont know, i um." She cut me off.

Alex: "I get it Demi, you dont want me, nobody does im worthless. I shouldnt have said anything, just forget it." she said sounding angry.

I know she wasnt angry. She was just trying to make it seem like she was but I know she felt hopeless and wanted to cry on the inside.

Demi: "No Alex thats not what I meant. Your not worthless, your beautiful. Its just a lot to deal with I dont want to hurt you. I want the best for you. What if my fans found out I adopted you. You realize some people will hate on you and be really mean to you. I dont ever want that to happen! Sarah I love you..."

I really did love her she was so different from everybody else. So amazing but broken inside.

Alec: "You, you what?' She said still trying to process whats going on. She knew I told all my fans that I loved them but she also knew that this time was different.