WE MADE IT(book 2)(completed)

Chapter seven

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               4 months later.......

De'lay

" you gotta eat some" I pleaded with my sister who locked herself in the baby nursery " I TOLD YAL TO LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE DAMN!" she yelled making me go back downstairs " she still refusing to eat? I'm surprised why she hasn't fainted or died " my mother said sitting on the kitchen chair " she eats when we all asleep basically when Quintin is around " I said shaking my head remembering what happened three months ago

***flashback ***

" how long till I see my baby?" Kay asked,she just delivered her baby but the doctors took her away for some reason" mam we're still working on your baby, you just need to relax I'm pretty sure she's alright " the nurse tried to assure her and she nodded then the nurse walked off, this was unexpected coz I was helping her with the yoga this for pregnant woman till her water broke thankfully Quintin was around so we made it to the hospital safely, 8 hours of waiting for her to push she finally did which was about 15 minutes ago and kay us eager to see her baby and I am too " don't worry love, they ' ll bring her soon" Q assured kay, with that she went to sleep.

The next morning when Q, T and me came back to the hospital the doctor told us that he had news for us and he wanted to let us all know at once so he lead us to kay' s new hospital room...after finding possible sitting areas the doc finally spoke " I'm afraid I gave some bad news for everyone " he said ' what news? is my baby sick? " Kay asked looking worried as hell " im afraid you gave birth to a still born Mrs Drew, we checked if it -" he stopped once Q's fists came in contact with the glass windows of the hospital making everyone jump up I really thought I was dreaming " say what now?" I asked getting up looking confused as hell just then Q got out the room looking pissed, I shook my head " but the baby was crying when she came out how can you say she came as a still born? " I asked with tears forming on my eyes as I looked at my sister who seemed far away " I'm sorry to break this to yal but that's how it is, we can't really explain it but the baby showed no signs of breathing or brain functioning in her I'm sorry " with that he left, I went by kay's side who seemed way out of the world not moving ad tears ran down her face so damn hard " WHY JESUS WHY ME? I -"

****END OF FLASHBACK ***

I came back to reality not wanting to remember the things kay accused the Lord of...I don't understand the pain she's feeling but I know it's hard for her, it's even harder when her husband isn't by her side...ever since that day Q hasn't been visible a lot, he comes back at night, leaves early, him and kay do sleep in the same room but what ever happens in that room only they know...T never came here since it happened coz kay blamed her for the baby to be born dead...I never seen or talked to her...she's living 8 houses away from our house but she never came not even once....mika well she does come check on kay but much,im just thankful chris is here to help me and mama with the twins..who feel awful about their mother's distress Kam doesn't talk to anyone but his mama Rien tried to be friendly but not much this days they all shattered....mama came soon as I broke the news to her, my dad tries to be as comforting as he can be but it's hard for him to see his baby girl looking like this well being this way coz none of these people see how kay looks like no she's not fat and ugly now,she got her body back from the early morning jogs she does, from not eating a lot I guess the only change she has is puffy eyes,always red...and runny noise and messy hair...she tries to be strong for the twins but it dont work....i haven't seen mama D around at all not that I care but i really haven't paid much attention to anyone other than my sister, I had to cut out on school coz I couldn't concentrate no more..im more focused on my modelling career for now till I figure what I wanna do first then I can go back to college....brendad tries to contact me from time to time but I don't care at this point...I just want my sister back...the shy,happy...bubbly De'kay back, I felt more tears coming to my face" shhh baby,shes gon be fine let her heal alright let her heal...in due time she'll be fine I promise" mama held me down as I cried to her chest " shh baby stay strong for your sister yal will get through this " mama said once again...i feel like shit that I can't help her..." I hope so ma" I said...then again more tears were flowing....so much for a typical July feeling....