Stuck In The Moment...

First Kiss/A Call From Taylor

"Louis I-" I was cut off by a door slamming.

Crap

And this is just the beginning

It's been hours. Still no sight of Louis. Why does he make my life so hard? I'm just trying to love him. That's all I'm trying to do and he goes and walks away from me. I always tell myself that maybe it's a sign. We haven't been getting along like we used to. I just wish the x factor was back. Yes, we got together during those wonderful amazing 10 weeks. It sounds cheesy but I can still remember our first kiss like it was yesterday.

I was sitting on the couch, watching Friends. This is pretty much the only moment I've had alone in forever. Okay, maybe not forever but at least 5 weeks. That's how long we've been on the Live Shows. It's always constant rehearsals and choreography. The cameras don't leave when we get back to the house. Nope it's 24/7 filming and interviews, they even film us sleeping! It's nice to finally have some time away from all of that. Before I could think again, I felt the couch sink beside me. I looked over to see bright blue eyes meet my boring dull green ones. I gulped. Yes, I'll admit I have a little crush on Louis. It started at the Judges Houses, the first time I heard him sing Torn. He has the voice of an angel and he doesn't even know it! Not to mention that priceless smile and the way his hair falls perfectly in his face. And that body, with his broad shoulders. And that ass. Okay, so maybe I like him more then I thought. But c'mon can you really blame me?

"Hey Haz, whatcha doing?" He asked causally. Thinking about how sexy you are, I wanted to say but resisted.

"Just watching some Friends" I said, making it look like I was actually watching. "I see" He says, then turns to look at me, reaching his hand out and before I know it he took a loose piece of my hair and tucked it behind my ear. Oh god, Breathe Harry. In. Out. In. Out. It's that simple. I heard a soft chuckle beside me. I looked to see Louis looking at me with a raised eyebrow. "What?" I asked, confused.

"I said, the boys are out by the beach. They were wondering if we wanted to join them" He said, laughing. "The beach? It's freaking 50 degrees outside!"  "So?" He questioned. "Well, I'm staying in here where I won't freeze to death!" I said. "Oh c'mon Haz for me??" He gave me his puppy dog eyes that I always fall for. "Sorry Lou, those don't work anymore." I said, rolling my eyes. He huffed out of annoyance. "Fine, I guess we'll have to go without you" "I guess so" I said, mocking his tone. He started getting up and I sighed, thinking I'm finally going to get some rest. Apparently, Louis has other plans. "No, we're not!" He yelled, jumping on me. "Oof" I said from the sudden weight. He started tickling my sides, REALLY HARD. "N-No, S-S-top, L-Louis" I tried to get out, laughing.                "Say you'll come!" He shouted. "NEVER!" I yelled. I started tickling him back and his head fell back in laughter. We fell off the couch, bringing the blankets that I had on me with us. He landed on top of me and the blankets blocked us from any outside light. We were both panting and I looked up and gasped, just realizing how close our faces were. His nose was on mine and I suddenly can't breathe. "Has anyone ever told you that you have the most beautiful green eyes?" He asked, breathing on me "My mom used to, although that was really only when I was little and I was complaining that she had brown eyes and I had green and how ugly they were so she just went on out and-" I was cut off by a laugh. I felt my face heat up. "Sorry, I ramble when I'm nervous" He stopped, confused. "Oh really? Why are you nervous right now?" He asked, coming closer if that was humanly possible. I shrugged, not wanting to talk again. He nodded and what happened next was something I'll never forget. I could hear Friends in the background, Joey and Chandler were having an argument about condoms. I could hear someone in the kitchen, making lunch. I could hear Aiden upstairs, yelling about how he lost his hairbrush. But the only thing I could see, were bright blue eyes closing and before I knew it everything stopped. The only thing that was going on in my mind is that, Louis Tomlinson's lips are on mine, right now. It was like everything in the world stopped and it was just us two. I felt sparks and I'm pretty sure he did too. It was a feeling I could definitely get used to. He pulled away slowly and everything came back to life. But we stayed there, just looking into each other eyes. 'How about we just stay here and watch friends, yeah? The beach is kinda cold." He said. "Yeah, I'd like that" And that was that. We spent the rest of the day on the couch, with a blanket over us. He rested his head on my shoulder and I had my arm around him. We were stuck in the perfect moment. It felt like no one was ever going to ruin it, we wer-"You and I, we don't wanna be like them"

My memory was cut off by my phone ringing at the kitchen table. I all but sprinted to get it, hoping it was Louis calling so I culd apologize. Sadly I was wrong when I saw Taylor Swift's number pop up, I groaned. It's not that I don't like Taylor. She's a lovely girl and we're great friends, I just really wanted it to be my boo. I worried about him, but I picked up anyways. "Hello?" I asked, picking it up.                 "Hey Harry!" She said, in her cheerful voice. "What's up, Tay?" "Not much, just sitting at home. You?" "Just sitting in the hotel." She laughed. "So why'd you call?" I asked, wanting to get to the point in case Louis came back. I heard her sigh, which meant that something was up. "I've got some bad news" She said. "That's never good, who broke up with you this time?" 'Oh shush Harry" She laughed. That's what I love about Taylor, she can laugh at her obsession of writing songs about guys "I just got off the phone with Management." She said. My heart sunk. Those words were never good.   "They said since you guys are in town for the show, they want us to go out on a date and quote "Show some major PDA" She huffed, just as annoyed as I was. Did I forget to mention that Taylor was my beard? We've been fake dating for about a year and a half. You see, neither of us wanted this at all. But it just so happened that her RED album came out the same time as Take Me Home so we both needed the publicity. It was horrible at first because we didn't get along at all. Every time she tried to hold my hand or kiss my cheek, I would always refuse. This kept happening until I was threatened by Management to do it. So, I gave in and let her kiss me. We started hanging out more and I found out that she was a really cool girl. We argued about pretty much everything but it was still fun because we had one thing in common: We both hated Modest! Management. So we got on fine. "Taylor.." I groaned. "I know, I know babe. I tried reasoning with them but you know how they are. It was just ridiculous some of the things they said" I sighed. "Well thanks for trying" I whispered "Now if only Louis understood" I continued. "Oh Harry, I could talk to him if you want. Here, put him on the phone." I got out a harsh laugh "Yeah like he'd listen to anything they said and besides i don't even know where he is. He's been gone for hours." "Why? What stupid thing did you do this time?"                "Why do you always assume it was me?" I asked offended. "Because I know you" She says like it was obvious. "We just got into an argument okay? Words were said. Nothing else. He'll come back, he always does." I said, hopefully. "Yeah, he'll come back this time. But what about next time or the time after that? What if he doesn't come back Harry? What are you going to do then?" She questioned. I never really thought that. What if she's right? What if he doesn't come back? What would I do? Die probably. Louis's my life. He's the whole reason I'm still in this business. If Louis wasn't there to hold me back all those times I almost punched Simon in the face, then I could've been in jail by now. He's part of the reason I'm still alive. What would I do without him? It'll eventually end. But how? "Harry?" She questioned. I sniffed, not noticing I had tears coming down my cheeks. Damn, what is with me these days? I've cried more in the past week then I've had my whole life!                                      "I guess, I just never thought about it like that" I said, trying not to break down. "Oh Haz" I let out a sob, that's what Louis calls me, my Louis. "What if I lose him? What's going to happen then Tay?"        "I don't know Harry" She sighed "I might as well just jump off the building right now." She gasped.        "Harry Styles, Don't You Dare Talk Like That! You and Louis are going to be fine, you know why? Because he loves you! That's all that matters!" She said, showing her cliche side. I sobbed and finally got out "C-Can you come over" I sounded desperate but my mind was so blurred right now, I didn't care how stupid I sounded. "Now's not a good time Haz-" "Please?" I interrupted her. "I can't trust myself" I said. What if Louis leaves? What if he already did? "Babe what do you mean?" "I'M FREAKING OUT TAYLOR! LOUIS STILL HASN'T COME BACK! WHAT IF HE LEFT ME FOR GOOD?" "Oh god no baby, he never would! You know that!" She tried. My sobs just got louder. "Listen Harry, you're going to be okay. Can you tell me what hotel you're in?" "E-Embassy Suites, Sunset Boulevard. R-Room 428" I sobbed. "Great, I'll be there in 10 minutes alright? Just stay on the phone with me until I get there" "Okay" I said, my voice shaking. "Tell me about your day" She said, trying to change the subject. I scoffed "My day was spent on this stupid couch waiting for Louis to come back and guess what? It's late and he's still not here! I yelled into the phone. "Shh, calm down. It's going to be fine" "Yeah, that's what they always say. That's what Management said. That's what the boys said. That's what Louis said. But look where it got us! It's not fine, why does everybody keep lying to me? Is that what this is? This messed up life is just meant to be full of lies! You get one good time in your life and then all of a sudden they just want you to die! You know i don't think Management would give a shit if i just-" "Harry stop right now! Of course they would care! And so would everyone else so don't you dare ry doing anything, I'm going to be there soon so-" "I wouldn't care" My breath hitched.      I turned around to see, the one and only Louis Tomlinson, standing in the doorway. I dropped the phone. "HARRY! HARRY CAN YOU HEAR ME?"

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