Keys To A Lost Past

Chapter 11

Eun Kyung POV

Still searching for their dorm when I bump into someone. "Ah sorry!" I say quickly and bow.

"Pfft Oi Key look at this what the hell is this?" he says and gestures his hand towards me "who would let someone so ugly into this place?" he said with a smirk. Then I realised that I was in front of SHINee they were all staring at me and Jonghyun was laughing at me and I couldn't help but feel embarrassed. My eyes were getting wet when I realised that I am starting to cry.

"YAH! You Pabo!" someone screamed making me flinch. I looked up to see Minho staring at Jonghyun. "Wae? She isn't even pretty look she has got cuts on her head and arms."

Then Taemin whispers something into his ear, and his expression on his face changes. To be honest I was getting really really angry with everyone not liking me EXO thinking I am a stalker and now I am an ugly person aish! I honestly cannot hold my anger in anymore.

"Yah! Kim Jonghyun Show some god dam respect yeah? I can't look nice because I got hit by a god dame car and only got let out today. Please Mr Perfect Fuck Off!" I screamed.

"OMO EunKyung-ah I am really really really sorry." He said with apologetic eyes. "please forgive me"

"Ugh!" I scream and left.

"Yah EunKyung... I'm really sorry..." Key said to me while running!

"Look Diva I don't want to be involved with all of this. I made the wrong decision of coming back so please leave me alone!" I say with no emotion... I just want to crawl up in a ball and cry my heart out.

"ah yeah sorry again I will go" he bowed and left.

My eyes are filling up with hot tears because this is all Chanyeol's fault if this didn't happen I wouldn't be in this mess. I run to the toilet and sit in one of the stalls and cry.

Suddenly the doors open to enter to bath room. "Oh My God Jongdae I have been needing to pee for about an hour. Suho Hyung was a but harsh today on Chanyeol for losing EunKyung..." Someone said.

"Yea... but I am confused on why he was so concerned about her. Don't you think so to Baekhyun!?" Chen says.

Baekhyun? Baekhyun what the?

Wait hold on if they are here, that means, Omo... luckily I am wearing a hoodie. I tied my hair up and put the hoodie up. I opened the door quickly and walked as fast as I could to the door but I hit a hard object and looked up to see of course Baekhyun.

"Ahh What the?" Chen screamed, I got up and put my hand over his mouth. "Will you shut up I ran into the wrong toilet!" I said in a whisper. I uncovered my hand and started walking out of the toilet when Baekhyun yelled something at me but I could understand what is was so I kept walking.

"EunKyung? Why are you ignoring me? And why are you hear?" He asked. Aish because Baekhyun I don't want anything to do with you "I wasn't!" I lied.

"Look I have something to tell you" he said "We meaning EXO don't hate you, I don't hate you. Please come back!" he pleaded.

"aish whatever!" I say and roll my eyes "but let me freshen up first okay!" he nods and leaves me.

I do my stuff and walk to their dorm and knock, no answer so I walk in. I see them everywhere yet no one could answer the door.

"Oh Annyeong" Someone says to me from behind, I turn to see Kyungsoo.

"Oh Annyeonghasaeyo" I say and bow. He smiles at me then "GUYS!" he shouts "EUNKYUNG IS HERE"

They all came to me and apologised except for Chanyeol, Baekhyun, Xiumin and Tao. Chanyeol didn't even look at me and my heart felt like it broke.

Kris came up to me and grabbed my hand. I look up at him in shock and he dragged me to another room.

"We are all going to say something to you and they all voted me to go first." He said quietly.

"Oh okay..."

"Well to start off I am really really sorry for what I said and started I didn't intend to hurt you like this and I am well really really sorry... so to make it up to you I am going to take you out to Coffee tomorrow and buy you a drink and we can talk if that is okay?" he askes

"W-wow K-Kris... thank you I would love to but, don't be too harsh on yourself okay I didn't mean to intrude on you guys." I say while smiling a little. I hear him chuckle and smile.

"Okay but can I ask something else?" he asked me while looking directly into my eyes.

"Yeah sure."

"Who is your bias??"

WHAT??? No he did not ask me that! Aish...

"Wae?"

"Because I want to know." OMO I hope he doesn't get hurt when he finds out it isn't him. "Oh and by the way all the Members are going to ask you this."

AHHHHHHHH

"Oh o-okay um well my bias is um well he is C-C-Chanyeol!" I said.

^O-O^

Omo

"Okay!" he says and walks out! Huh?

All the members come in one by one apologising and asking how who my bias is. I have got 5 people left that that is Chanyeol, Baekhyun, Xiumin, Tao and Sehun. I am really nervous because I am scared what their reaction is going to be.

First was Tao... Omo He has always been a bit of a cry baby...

"Annyeonghasaeyo EunKyung he bowed.

"Ah annyeong Tao-ssi" I stood up and bowed to him. Omo he is so cute ^-^ "Tao I don't want you to apologise to me... okay?" he nodded his head and smiled" And if you want to know who my bias is Its Chanyeol okay so just um yeah..." He looked at me with shocked eyes and then left... Was I too harsh on him because I like Chanyeol??

Chanyeol has been my bias since they debuted. He has always been my inspiration well that was until I met him but I still think I like him... I was confused that we were friends when we were little.

Baekhyun came in next and he was like the rest with their mute expression and he didn't say anything all he did was nod., Xiumin was the same but I would never like Xiumin like I like Chanyeol. Xiumin was always like an older brother to me not anything different.

Sehun cried... and I tried to hug me and well he actually pushed me down to the ground. I feel so bed now... but I cannot cry because I now have to talk to Chanyeol... Omo I just remembered w-we k-kissed...

'Knock, knock'

I turned and saw Chanyeol entering the room... he looked at me but he didn't smile or anything. I kind of hurt to see the happy virus not happy.

"Chanyeol I" He cut me off by him slamming his hand on the desk.

"YAH!" he screams. "DO YOU KNOW HOW LONG I LOOKED FOR YOU?" he yelled. My eyes started to fill up with water as he yelled at me. "Did you Follow Baekhyun because you like him? Huh?" I looked down... why does everyone always yell? "Pfft see you can't even look at me. so you really do like Baekhyun? I should have known it has always been him. Baekhyun, Baekhyun, Baekhyun. You never liked me did you?" I am crying now a lot now, but I have to answer him.

"I-I"

BANG

I look up to see that he is out of the room. I am crying profusely now. "Ughhhh!" I scream out loud.

I stand up and walk out of the room and see everyone sitting together, I walk past them and run up to the roof top! I am so done now. I hate myself, no one will miss me.

"UGHH I HATE YOU PARK CHANYEOL AND BYUN BAEKHYUN!" I scream.

Slowly getting up on the railing and look down. I close my eyes ready for the fall, not wanting to live anymore. Everyone hates me and I don't know what I ever did for people to do that to me...