Society Is Evil

part 5

She slept through the entire day. That is the most sleepshe has gotten in days. All of her memories from the past day seem years away, even though it was just 19 hours in the past. She wishes she wouldnt have woken from her dream last night. She hasnt drempt in years; she has but most of them where bad dreams, nightmares. Most of the time they would be of something bad happening to her, like murder or suicide, or a natural cause. All of her dreams scared her so much that she woke up screaming, and cried for 10-to-15 minutes. She used to love sleeping, not like she doesnt anymore but she hates her dreams, when she was a child. She never had to worry about having nightmares when she was young. She cant remember what her life was like before she became depressed, the monsters have taken over everybody's body that she knew and loved, but now they just hate her more than she hates them.They make fun of her because of this horrible thing happening to her.

Every day people would walk up to her and hurt her. Not with their fists or feet but with their words. Every time that this would happen her day would get worse. Normally someone would stop the people, someone like her friend but she has no more friends. She was a freak to everyone. In every class she sat by someone who she hated. Makes sense because she hates everyone, including her bestfriend. If you're woundering why, it's because she made her cry. She wishes that when she smiled, somone would just ask her "what's wrong?" Never going to happen. She has no life, she wishes that she would just fall off of a building, or shoot a bullet through her head. She tries all of the time to forget about everything that happens, but more things happen every time that she is happy. She kinda remembers when she had friends,it was when she was in third grade, but that was 5 years ago. It's too late for her to change anything. If it happened, it happened. Ssometimes she doesnt want to get better, or want to be put back together or think that things will get better and she will go back to her regular life, where people know her as the girl who everyone loves not as the girl who cuts herself and attempts suicide. No just NO!!!! She wants life to go back to the way it was before and she wishes she was never tortured before any of theis hapened, it is the reason she hates her life. Shes's not wo she wants to be.