Our love is complicated (justin bieber and ariana grande fanfic)

Decisions

"I...you can't possibly make me choose" I can't believe he's making me do this, now, here.

"Go ahead...I dare you" Nathan replied calmly.

"I....." I looked back and forth between them, I know it's an obvious choice but I can't just leave Nathan...I haven't entirely lost feelings for him.

"No" I slowly backed away from them both, afraid of his reaction.

"No I will not, I can't lose one of you"

Nathan's face hardened and Justin just looked worried, I couldn't possibly imagine what's going through their minds.

I turn around and almost make it to the door when Nathan's hand grabs my wrist and he spins me around to face him, I can't believe this is the same man I loved only a week ago.

He's changed so much it scares me, he's never been the jealous type, I don't know why Justin's diffrent from any of my guy friends, well he is....but I don't know how Nathan would know.

"Let me go" I say through my teeth and attempt to pull my wrist away, what he doesn't realize is that him holding me this way is painful because the cuts are deeper than I've ever cut.

"Don't leave me babe" his eyes soften but I can still tell that he is still angry.

"Don't call me that, just leave me alone" I pull my wrist away and walk out of the room.

"Get back here!" He shouts and suddenly my back is against the wall and his face is only an inch away from mine.

"Don't test me Ariana" he doesn't understand.

"I'm not testing you Nathan, I'm done with your shit" I almost manage to get away from his grasp but what I've just said makes him even more angry, and his grip tightens.

"My shit?! My shit? You can be serious, you've been distant and quite a bitch lately Ariana! I don't get what you see in that jerk" his forehead is now pressed against mine, I can feel his body heating up with anger.

"He can't take something that's already mine" that's the last straw, I can't take this anymore.

I hit him in his weak spot and pull away, "I'm NOT yours Nathan! And I never will be, we're over" and with that I walk away, for good.

It takes me a bit of wondering but I finally find my mom, Frankie and the rest of them talking to doctors and nurses, Frankie spots me immediately and pulls me into a hug I almost die for a third time.

"Don't do that ever again please ari" he pulls back and I see he is now crying, I can't make any promises but I think I'm doing better.

"I promise" I whisper.

"Oh baby" my mom comes over and gives me another hug, she's shaking and crying too.

"C-can we go?" Great, I'm crying too.

She nods and leaves to get the car or something, after hugging everyone and saying I'm sorry and I won't do it again my mom finally comes back and takes us to the car.

I scoot to the window seat in the back in the hopes that I'd get some kind of peace and quite, my hopes were crushed when two people slid next to me chattering a mile a minute. Great.

I didn't bother looking to see who it was, it was most likely my brother and Isaac but I didn't know for sure.

When the person next to me leaned back a wave of cologne hit me in the face, I knew instantly who it was because there's only one person I know who wears to much, I swear his senses must be blocked or something.

I turned my head to the right and saw two big brown eyes looking back at me, I didn't say anything at first because I honestly didn't know what to say, the second time today I'm speechless.

"Hey" Justin said softly, I didn't know if he was hurt or just tired, his voice sounded so drained and lifeless.

"Look I-" I tried to explain what had happened back there, Justin was probable confused as to why I wouldn't let Nathan go, we just have so much history together! That's just not something I can lose overnight.

"It's ok, you don't have to explain" he shook his head and turned to look ahead, obviously not wanting to keep a conversation with me.

I tried to keep the tears from falling, I really did, I mean he didn't totally reject me right? I'm such a mess.

When we arrived at the hotel I didn't speak to anybody, I was afraid that if I started talking the tears would too.

I walked straight into the bathroom and turned to lock the door but there was no lock.

"Where's the lock?" I asked Justin who was rummaging through his suitcase.

"You're on suicide watch, we can't have you locking yourself in there again" he replied as if it were obvious, and in one swift move removed his shirt and then jumped on his bed.

"Are you even allowed to remove the locks?" I pried, I didn't know what I was going to get out of this but I just felt like annoying him.

He shrugged and started playing on his phone, well ok then.

I went back into the bathroom and turned the knob to the shower and waited until it was the tempature I liked, then I jumped in and just stood there for a while.

After about 15 minutes I had shampooed and conditioned my hair and was ready to get out, I turned the water off and reached for a towel, but my hand just grabbed air.

Great! No towels in here, guess I just have one choice left.

"Justin!!!" I screeched, I heard a thud and rubbing footsteps and the door slamming open, maybe I should have been quieter....

"What's wrong?" I peeked through the side and he looked so worried.

"Uh nothing....I actually just needed a towel" I gave him a weak smile, his face relaxed and he nodded.

"Um yeah...I'll uh...go do that" he tried walking out gracefully but ended up almost tripping over his own feet and I had to stiffen a giggle.

He came back and handed me a towel and was grinning like a crazy person, what's gotten into him?

"What?" I asked and stepped out of the shower, pulling my towel closer to my body.

"You do realize there's two curtains? And you had one of them pushed halfway..." He pointed to the shower and suddenly my face heated up.

I had the darker one only halfway and the clear one was all the way...meaning he had basically seen me naked.

"Oh...uh get out?" I didn't know how to reply so I just pushed him out, he was shaking with laughter.

Just before I closed the door he winked and said "it ain't nothing I haven't seen before babe" and walked away

A/N

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