Waking up regretting my choices, but I'm still dreaming. Dreaming to be an idol.But before that here's another day in a building meant for education, but for me it's not just school, it's another day living in pure hell . Yet this isn't what other people see, they think my life's the dream every girl dreamt for. What everyone wants their life to be, the several hours of lessons which isn't just in school, giving up my sleep just for the no stop training.
But I guess for me it's not that difficult, but for a lot of others it would be pretty hard. So I guess the last thing people would suspect me to be stressed is because of a guy.
This one guy. He's got everyone under his lie, but not me. not anymore. He acts sweet outside just to hide the bitterness that's lurks inside him, how long do I have to live like this?
Of course it's seems like fun at first. But once he gets involved, the joy and the passion that kept you going, gets drained out of you as easy as water from the tap. You can't imagine how much he covers with that cute smile of his, and the eye smile that comes with it.
...I was dropped off at school before I started heading off to my first class, which I was already late for. The work for this class is easy for me, but my report card says otherwise.
Classes are supposed to be the only hard part about school, but for me I have other things to worry about. I used to have the best grades in the class, but I've been stressed out to much with all the training. Well at least that's what he tells me to say, now I'm struggling just to get a -c
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Walking down the empty hall, trying to rush to my class as fast as possible. I didn't want to go through this so early in the morning today, but I knew I was too late. Late to class and too late to avoid him. The unsettling feeling I had was enough for me to know he was there. I knew I was right since there was a sudden struck of pain driving down my back, from when I was slammed on the lockers.
This might happen to me a lot, but there's no way I'll get used to it. The one who destroys the peace in my life was now standing in front of me, with his hand pushing harshly on my shoulder and the other gripped onto my neck. His grip on my neck wasn't enough to choke me, but enough for me to be unbelievably uncomfortable.
"Good morning babe." He smirks.
He leans in closer to my face, getting closer and closer by the second, but before he could get too close I pushed him off me. Hitting across the face. "Jimin! don't touch me!"
I tried to walk away from him quickly, but he was quicker than me. Grabbing me from the collar he dragged me in the handicapped toilet. The toilet that never gets used in my school, it was very clean, I'm not sure why people would clean it. Even if something like this is happening to me, I always find things that distract me.
Opening the door quickly before he throws me to the wall. I pushed myself off the wall and walked towards him as he was locking the door. " Jimin let me out!"
He turned around with his head down, looking slowly up at me. Before hitting me across the face so hard I hit the wall. My body.. I felt it, it was already getting weak.
He gripped on my wrists tightly against the wall, the tip of his nose on mine trying to look me in the eye.
"Don't you ever do that again." He warned, as he was breathing heavily on my face.
He leaned in his mouth to kiss me and when he did I played along, before bitting on his lower lip hardly leaving a mark. He moved away his face from mine.
He didn't loosen his grip on me, but instead tightened it. He sucked in his lower lip and gave me a chilling glare.
"If you're gonna bite me at least make it harder." He chuckled giving me his bastardly smile, the smile that lets me know he's planning something. "Here I'll show you."
He bit on my collar of my shirt and moved the top part of my shirt down to my shoulder, leaving my collarbone exposed.
I tried to get my wrists free as he was distracted, but he had an extremely tight grip. He came closer to my neck, enough for me to feel his breath on my skin.
"Jimin don't, please don't." I begged.
I could feel him smirking on my skin. In a deep grasps voice he spoke into my skin. "You get what you deserve."
His nose was on running along my collarbone, before he moved up slightly so that his lips were touching me.
He slowly opened up his mouth and bit my collarbone harshly, the pain was excruciating and I couldn't do anything about it.
"Ji...jimin..please...stoh...stop." I pleaded.
He started grinding his teeth on my bone, which was too much. I start tearing up from the pain, He stopped and looked back up at me.
Although he was done I could still feel a stinging pain on where he bit me. I looked down at my collarbone where a bite mark was left and the skin around it was red.
"Jimin, please let go." I say weakly.
"I'm not done yet."
He came closer to my neck and bit me, but this time it felt like my skin was gonna be ripped off. I felt my tears running down my neck, stopping at his lips.
He let go of my skin, leaving me sighing with relief. "Aww, my more poor baby girl." He let go of me and I fell on the ground, it felt like my legs were too weak to support me.
I curled up in a ball on the floor, leaning against the wall as he was still standing in front of me.
He knelt down and looked down at me as I was staring down at my legs, I felt his thumb on the bottom of my chin. He dug his nail into my flesh getting me to look up at him, with tears still dropping from my read eyes. "Now you know not to fight back."
His hand slid to the side of my thigh, where he scratched my skin. Leaving the letter 'J'. He looked at me, my face glaring at him. "Why?" I whispered to myself.
"You belong to me, only me. I know what you did the other day with Tae, imma let it slide. Next time that happens, you know what will happen?."
"Yes." He let go off my legs and stood up.
"Good, now lets go it's almost time for our next class." He said almost like he was whispering. He grabs my arm to pick me up from the ground, taking me out of the toilet."Dont you ever forget who owns you..."
I'm sorry if this was boring, or the start was really long and lame. If I can I'll make part 2. I'll try make it better than this.
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RandomJimin. A cute jam less member of BTS, what if we made this boy less cute... Could you take him breaking your heart, or seeing him cry? Let's just say this is just random shiz. Im up for any requests if you guys have any. If you want one of another...