Jimin imagines (BTS Park Jimin)

✉️letter from Jimin

Dear Y/n,

After thinking about you for so long, and not knowing what to do, how to approach you, how to tell you. I realised I couldn't talk to you.

You and I have been in the same class for years, I know I wasn't really the friendly one, quite possibly the opposite. Yeah you can blame me for that, but it was only cause you made me feel awkward, it gave me a strange feeling in my gut anytime you even came close to me. The only way I can fight that off without embarrassing myself was to tease you, which just upsets you.

I'm a stupid jerk I know, cliché I know. Guy bully girl he likes. Is that weird?

I know you get hurt, I know you hate me most of the time, I know I've teased you a billion times maybe it's because of the short cute hair that bounces on your shoulder, or your amazing smile that catches me off guard. Point is I know I hurt you. Why I do it? Maybe to get you to stop looking at him, and maybe just look at me.

I want you to ignore him and just look my way, I'm here too you know. So yeah I guess it's to get your attention, but your attention isn't all I want. I don't know why you can't see that, you might not know how much you frustrate me.

Since we've been kids you've been calling me mean, you've been mean too. I look at you, you look away. I talk to you, you look sad. I approach you, you look hesitant. Why? You don't like me do you? You probably think I hate you.

But the thing is...

I don't

I know you're probably thinking, this guy is in high school, still acts like a f*cking child, why didn't he tell me before? Wow you have a phone, could of just called or texted. , so yeah  I know, what the f*ck. But maybe you chucked the envelope I gave you thinking it was another stupid message I give you in class every day.

Okay, okay. There's really no other way to say it but,

I like you a lot

Yeah I realised I already gave it away, but give me a break I wrote in pen. Also I was obviously thinking about you as I was writing his which made me lose complete focus, why? Because your beautiful, please be mine, and not his.

I won't stand another day of him, trying to talk to you, trying to touch you. It irritates me, that I can't do anything about it since it has nothing to do with me. It feels like I'm getting punished for caring about you.

I hate when he gives you compliments, I should be the one giving them to you. It's like every word he says to you, shoots a dagger at me.

If you don't understand by now, you're hurting me. Please stop, did you think this was just a confession? No, you're the mean one, messing with me all these years.

Toying with my head, trying to be nice through the past weeks, making me think something's going on.

You!

Why aren't you mine? Huh?

You've kept acting oblivious and ignoring me. Am I being punished?

If I am, please enough. You'll hurt me even more.

Yes I realise I'm sorta mean even in a letter, but that's the only way I know how to be around you. After you've read this I'll probably outside your house, please come down.

You, even looking out the window is adorable. I like you, okay bye❤️

Love , Jimin