Daddy J ( Jared Leto's joker story)

My fault

He lets me go "from now on you address me as master and treat me with respect if you don't I will hurt your baby" he says with no emotion. He isn't kidding around here. Joker will kill him when he see him. He punches me with all his force on my stomach and I scream, tears falling from my eyes as blood comes out from my vagina. He laughs evilly "what did I tell you?" he says and walks away leaving me crying and bleeding on the floor.
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The next day I hear the door being opened. Jack bends over and puts food in front of me and I eat it not saying thank you. He sighs "what did I tell you about manners?" he says. I look up at him "fuck you asshole" I say and he punches me in the face and kick me hard on the belly repeatedly. I scream in pain forgetting he would do this if I didn't respect him.

I hear the door open again and a shot being fired and Jack falls on me and I cry in pain. I feel Jack being pulled off of me and I see the Joker and his eyes widen seeing all the blood. He pulls at his hair and I see something in him snap and he kills everyone in the whole house except his henchmen. They carry me in the car and Joker gets in the car and hugs me rubbing my tummy and he cries with me. His henchmen drive to the hospital.

2 hours later I find out my baby died and the doctors took him out. I cry so much that night, Joker does too while holding me. I finally fall asleep from crying too much. I feel terrible. I caused it this.

I dream about it. It plays over and over in my head. I should die. I killed my own baby. Well not literally but I caused it so I should also be dead.

Joker should kill me too. I know he wont but he really should. I really hate myself for this. I could've avoided it. I know me and Joker can easily make another one.

This was our first child. The pain wont go easily. I never seen Joker cry and today he did. a lot of it. I feel even worse for that.

He looked so heart broken. I deserve to be dead or in jail. Neither will come upon me. I just know it wont. I look like the victim, technically I am.

I look down and see Joker asleep. I smile softly and play with his hair. I see tear stains on his cheeks and I sigh. My smile fades away. He is asleep, using my thigh as a pillow.

I'm so sad right now. I don't even know how I managed that smile. Just looking at Joker makes me smile, I don't want to smile. I don't deserve happiness. None at all.

My son didn't get his happiness. I don't deserve mine. Nope, I'm the worse mom ever. I'm glad I am saying this in my mind. Joker will hear me and try to tell me different.

He will just be lying. I told him what happened on the way here. He said it wasn't my fault I just nodded but I didn't believe one word he said. It is all my fault. If only I kept my big ass mouth shut my baby boy would still be alive and healthy in my belly.

I'm the worse person in the world. I let a guy kill my son. I don't really deserve life. I will a million times prefer to give my life to my son. I wish it was possible, yeah, Joker would be hurt but he would have his son.

Hope you liked this chapter. Next chapter will be the last one from this book but don't worry there will be a 2nd book..