His Harley Quinn

I care for her was the first thing I thought lying in the wreckage I really do. I felt some side of shocked the other side not so much I wondered which was the rational side, probably neither now that I think about it.

I was so close to getting her back I'd   gone into a slump when she disappeared even if I wouldn't admit it to myself I couldn't enjoy my heists anymore every plan I made seemed to involve her wishful thinking I guess.

I really regret crashing the car into the water

I remember her screaming "puddin I can't swim" I'd nearly stopped but I wasn't gonna do that it was wrong it proved I cared whether she lived or died so I went in anyway knowing in my subconscious that batsy would save her. I didn't expect him to take her away from me she was mine. Not his.

I remember when I first found out she was still alive news came she was being held in a prison. Belle Reve. I'd laughed before planning how to get her out, I found out from some guard there that she was being used for some special project.

I'd forced a smile (well not really but you know what he meant) how dare they experiment with his stuff he would kill them all slowly and painfully he'd given the guard a phone to give her. He heard one of his henchman whispering to another "damn I didn't know the joker was just as obsessed with her as she is with him"

he shot them both later how dare they the only reason he wanted her back was to prove that he could. He was enjoying being Harley Quinnless, wasn't he, ya of course he was.

Later he found out she was on some sort of team meant to save the world he'd been confused at first she left HIM to join some hero league, no it wasn't possible, was it, she was obsessed with him wasn't she,she had so be right.

He hated that since she was gone he'd begun to doubt himself over everything it was pretty annoying

He found out from some employee that Amanda Waller had implanted bombs in them that really would kill them if they tried to run away.

She'd done to another team member wh was now splattered all over some building.

Well that answered why she never came back  to him.

He made plans and signalled her to be ready, that he was coming.

He hijacked a plane that was supposed to pick them up pretty ingenious if he did say so himself, which he did

He at once felt happy to see her strolling over to that ladder while the others cowers in fear.

As they were flying away he heard shots fired and he immediately glanced at her dangling from the ladder. Was she dead? no she couldn't be, she could no more die then batsy. but he couldn't see her breathing.

He felt a moment of panic Before she shot back up waving.

"He missed me he's Deadshot he never missed, aw he cares" she said aloud in wonder. He felt a pang of jealousy before she clambered up gracefully and squealed "puddin" with her hands around his neck it just felt right

He immediately felt sickens with himself. It was only because he'd gotten used to the unwavering attention. That's all he thought attempting to rationalise his actions to himself

That was when he heard it  the aeroplane they were on was hit.
They were going down remarkably fast. He instinctively pushed her off and onto some roof before realising that there was nowhere for him to jump onto.

He held on to a bar and the ship came down and everything went black
That's where he was now
Probably dying and she was the first thing he thought of, wow he really did love her.

I mean he'd just saved her life and risked his own. It was actually just a fluke he was still alive and she was the first thing he'd thoughts of once he'd regained consciousness oh he had it bad and it was sickening he thought.

He couldn't believe it he was in love with someone and with a psychiatrist turned evil clown queen no else
He groaned maybe the henchman was right he was just as obsessed with her as she was him (and that counted as a lot in his opinion)
It was hard to wrap ones head around the fact that he The Joker was in love.

And he was going to get her back,
No matter what.

           His Harley Quinn