Sad One-Shot Book!

If You Could See Yourself - SkyNey

Based off some P.S.A commercials I've seen with my own little twist.

Okay. So I decided to make this a sad one shot book. Where most of the one shots are sad and have feels.... Cuz I'm a terrible person.

Adams P.O.V:

I woke up with a headache. I looked around and saw nothing. I was in a dark room on the floor.

"Ugh... What happened..." I said out loud. Then, a flick of light turned on. But it wasn't in the same room as me. I turned my head and saw a room. I quickly got up and ran to it, but crashed into a wall.

"What?". I put my hand on the "wall". I could see though it, but it was like a glass wall.

((Okay. So imagine a room with four walls. But one wall is clear and you can see a different room though it. That's what i'm trying to explain.))

I looked at the other room though the glass. It's has purple walls, with tan carpet. Then, two people walk inside the room. One is facing their back towards me, but the other one I could see. The two people where sloppily making out.

"What the fuck..."

((God damn it Autocorrect. You should know me by now. I never say what the duck...))

Suddenly, the face of the smaller is clearly visible.

'Barney?!' I though to himself. All of a sudden, the taller person pushes Barney to the bed. Barney drunk smile quickly fades.

"H-Hey. Stop." Barney says. He tries to push himself up from his bed with his elbows but is stopped by the other. The other just starts to try to pull Barneys pants down. "Cut it out. I really don't wanna. Stop." Barneys says again. This time with fear.

"Hey! What the hell man! John said to leave him alone mate!" I yell. I start to bang and yell on the glass wall, but it's like they can't see or hear me.

The taller man starts to chuckled.

"C'mon! Quit being a baby!" He said as he pulls of Barneys shirt forcefully.

"Hey! Stop! P-please! I don't wanna!" Barney yells again. He tries to get up but is being hold down by the mystery man.

Adam starts to kick the wall. He even begans to throw his body against the wall. "Leave. Him. ALONE!" Adam yells, but to no luck, can't brake down the glass. The man begins to unbuckle his pants. "NO. STOP! THE FUCKING HELL." I yell.

"Stop! Get off me! Help! Ra-" Barney tried to yell, but the older stuffed a sock into Barneys mouth. Barney is yelling and crying at this point. The man pulled Barneys pants off at last.

The man leans down to Barneys head.

"Come one Barney. Just shut up. Don't you wanna be accepted?" Says the guy. Barney shakes his head no, but the man doesn't noticed. He quickly pulls Johns boxers down, then his own, and enters him.

Barney at this point is screaming bloody murder as the man goes in an' out of him. His hands are being held above him as the guy holds them there.

Barney spits out the sock and yell one more time.

"A-ADAM. STOOP. PLEASE. IT HURTS. AHHHHHHH." Barney yells.

Adams heart dropped.

Then the man's head turns up, giving Adam a clear veiw of the guys face.

It... it was him! Then it all came back to him. Barney and him were partnered to work together and when Barney and Adam where working on their project, and managed to sneak his parents beer, Barney ended up telling up Adam that he wish he was like one of the cool kids like Adam. Then Adam said there was a way. What Barney though was just some kisses, ended up this happing.

Adam remembered everything. He continued to bang and yell. "He's saying no! Get... get off of him..." Adam said, then slowly slid down the wall, already knowing what happened the following months.

John became pregnant, but Adam refused to care. John couldn't handle the stress. The stress of his parents shaming him, cuz he ended up lying to this parents. Saying that he was to drunk to remember who he slept with. But he did remember. But he didn't wanna tell his parents what really happened. The stress of school. After hearing the news, people began to call him a slut and a whore. John ended up commiting suicide. The few month old baby was left in the custody of his parents. Who now hated it. They hated the fact that the baby reminded them of their dead son. He overdosed on Meds he found in his house.

Adam slowly came back to reality when he heard the door open and close. Then sobbing. He looked out the wall. John was curled up on his bed crying. Adam looked at his hands.

"No.... no... NO. I'M SORRY. I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT I WAS DOING. I'M SORRY..... I'm sorry..." He said as he cried into his arms. Then he felt his arm starts to be shaken. His head lifted. Starring straight at him, was Barney. But he didn't look like he went though hell an back. I quickly looked around. He where in Barneys living room, with project paper sheets around us.

"W-what?" I said out loud. Barney laughed.

"You drank like 2 beers. Then you passed out." Barney said. He then picked up another one. "Want another?" Barney asked. Adam was shocked at first, then saw Barney, and how innocent he looked. Adam wanted to say no. He really did. But his mind was groggy and he couldn't decided what to do. So he said yes, and drank another one.

"Ya know..." Barney said. "I always wanted to be in the your group at school. Your one, if not the most, popular kids at school! Is there anyway I could join!?" Barney asked. Adam drunken mind made him start to smirk.

"Ya... I know a way..." Adam said, as he started to kiss Barney.

BOOM. WHAT CH'ALL THINK. IT'S TOTALLY NOT 1:07AM RIGHT NOW.... Okay. Whatever. So the plan is to upload tommorw as well. But yah... PEACE WALKERS.