Broken

Chapter 2: memories

While walking down the street with Jacob i begin to rememebr very fond memories that I had during the summer, Band Camp. How i met my new friends, how i got to be social again. "James hurry up we are going to be late!" Yells jacob. I wish i haven't remembered those memories. I remember on the first day of band camp i wanted to take my own life, I decided not to though, I don't know why though. I start to have other memories and flashbacks. I see my mom and dad, band camp, all my family, but all of it was gone. None of it was real, i know it. We get to the school three minutes later. As expected, we are late. Me and Jacob go our own ways and go to our first period. I have PE first period. When i walk into the gym i get a lot of stares. I
Walk as fast as i could and sit down on the bleachers while the teacher is talking. He gives out the syllabus and that ends first period. Second period I have band. To be honest I would love to be in band the whole day because its so damn fun. I walk in and I see her. For some reason she looks very fimiliar. I find a seat and listen to the band instructor talk about the care of instrumets and other things which i already know. I end up getting bored after second period and walk home.
When i get home i remember that girl, "i did meet her before. But when and where?" I ask myself. I start to look through old pictures of me when i was in 3rd grade. I search for what seems like an hour when i finally find a picture of me standing next to a girl. The names where written in next to me and the girl, her name is Amanda. My head begins to hurt alot after seeing that photo. But i know that me and Amanda have had some sort of connection. But i don't know, after all, it is just a forgotten memory.