Broken

Chapter 4: old friends

After I saw her ID I backed away from her. She looked at my face and she somehow knew my name."James? Is that you?" she asked." how do you know my name?" I politely asked. She then pulled out the same picture and showed me. This is the same Amanda that I knew back in grade school. She hugged me so hard that i could barely breathe."how have you been James? I didn't know you came to this highschool!" she said." Yea this is the highschool I wanted to come to so." i say back. How has your family been.........oh wait........im so sorry.......... I try not to cry at the fact that she was supposably my friend in grade school and didn't know what happened to my parents. She then changed thw subject," how have you been? I see that your still in band and your a hell of a trombone player." she says. "Yea i still am I guess." I say back.she then brings up a topic that i never wanted to talk about or think about again........love........." Have you gotten yourself a girlfriend yet?" she asked. "No.......I don't believe in love........I will never believe in it......." I say back very softly. She then just stares at me and this is what got under my skin for some reason." Haha your lame i got myself a boyfriend and he is hot as hell." after she said that i started to shake........badly......... I had to relieve myself........ She saw how intensely I was shaking and asked what was wrong. Being the stubborn little bitch I am I said I was fine and ran into the bathroom with my backpack that I had the razors in. I started to take them out and began to cut.........the pain is intense this time......... And I know why........ I cut my vien......