Addicted {Heath Hussar}

Too Late - Part 8

Previously in Addicted;

I feel like if I just leave Heath alone maybe it'll all blow over, but if I face it head on. Everything will be destroyed.

Authors note: Please listen to the new music feature in my chapters it's going to make the experience amazing, and remember. time is of the essence.

Btw sorry if this chapter breaks your whole entire fucking heart. Stay strong Huntys.

Elizabeth's P.O.V  (6:56)

It's been two weeks since I've seen Heath and it breaks my heart everyday. I see him always texting me and calling me, I hear the voicemails he sends me talking about how much he misses me. I listen to them every night and I try to be strong but just end up crying. I haven't told Gabbie that I haven't fixed it 1 because she's on tour and she's stressed enough and 2 because I know she's right.

All I've been doing is filming videos of me doing random things and just being sad by myself. But of course I make it look like I'm happy to others. Me and Alex have been texting nonstop, he's basically been the replacement of Heath in my life.

I know how wrong I am about everything but I just don't know what to do.

Ding

From Alex:

Hey princess 😊👸🏼

To Alex:

Hey.

From Alex:

What's wrong? 😞

To Alex:

I'm just sad 😕

From Alex:

It's because of Heath isn't it?

To Alex:

How do you know about that???

From Alex:

Well I'm sad too, but you guys are so close. I know I'd be really sad if one of my close friends were leaving. 😔

To Alex:

WAIT WHAT????

To Alex:

PLEASE EXPLAIN!!

From Alex:

Heath is leaving.

I couldn't do anything but just drop my phone and watch it shatter just like my heart right now. I ran over to our house phone and clicked the voicemails that Heath sent earlier. I was too upset to listen.

Heaths P.O.V (1:34)

"Hey up what's up? Yeah fuck that."

"Hey Eli what's up just calling to let ya know.. no."

"Yo what's up Eli baby I'm leaving! FUCK NO HEATH WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?"

I yelled at myself just looking into my mirror, my cheeks were red and my eyes were puffy, the tear streaks on my face only adding to the whole I'm a little bitch look. I can't tell her, I don't want to leave her. But I'm leaving because of her. Staying here without her is pointless, if I can't be with her and I can't talk to her I don't want to be here at all.

Elizabeth's P.O.V (7:28)

"Hey. Elizabeth, I'm just calling to let you that.. that I'm leaving. I'm going back to stay with my family for a while. I don't know when I'll be back or even if I will be back. I just want to tell you know that I'm not leaving because of you but I just can't stay in California and having all of these memories with you and not even being able to see you. I leave at 8 tonight, my gate number is A8. I fucking love you Elizabeth, please don't let me down by ever thinking other wise."

The tears continued to stream down my face uncontrollably as I ran around aimlessly looking for my keys. I need to catch him at that airport.

It takes an hour to get there and I don't even know if me going there will stop him but I'll try.

I found my keys and ran to my car and quickly got in, it's a dark rainy day in L.A. but I'm not hesitating to speed my way around this city. Anything for Heath.

I speed past cars avoiding wrecks and the honks and stares. Finally I get stopped at a red light and I just can't help but bang my head against the steering wheel. I sit there crying and screaming to myself.

"I DONT WANT TO LOSE YOU!" My voice manages to yelp out and it breaks and cracks harder than my heart inside of me right now.

I speed off into the road once the light is green not even stopped at the next red light. I just run it.

I look at the time and it's already 7:46. The tears keep coming as I pull into the airport I drive into the drop off and illegally park there but I don't fucking care.

I run into the airport and I run aimlessly around the gates looking for Heath. And I can't.

Finally I see gate A8 and there's no one there, I ran up to the attendant next to the plane.

"Where is this flight?! Where the fuck are they? They board at 8!" I yelled at her as I she just stood there trying to calm me down.

"Ma'am this plane boarded early, they all checked in and air time is open. They're already departing. I'm sorry."

With that my whole entire body broke down from beneath me and I dropped to the floor. Having a full blown panic attack.

"I lost him. I lost him. I'm so dumb I love him and I lost him!" I screamed into my lap crying as the attended tried to console me.

"Here stand up I'll take you to your car sweetie." She said helping me get up and then hugging me as I cried on her shoulder.

"I love him. I love him so fucking much and he's gone! I lost him." I sobbed my eyes out into her shirt looking like a damn fool but I don't care.

I was too late.